Do you miss me? HAHA!

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I miss blogging.

OMG!!!

It's been a LONG LONG LONG time since I last blog!

HEHE.

So sorry for neglecting you blogger!

BAD, BAD, BAD me. :(

Haiz.

I've been so busy with school assignments that I barely have the energy to blog.

I'll blog more often during the holidays which will be coming in 3weeks time! 

HEHE.

I can't wait.

HUHU.

:DDDD

Btw, today was the comeback stage for Super Junior.

I'm so excited and hyper when I saw them on TV just now ^^

HEHE.

MY HAPPINESS IS OVERLOADED!

Eunhyuk was super sexy that I forgot I'm hungry.

:DDD

HEHE.

Donghae?

NYEKKKK.

He's so hot!

MUAHAHAHA!

HEECHUL?

He's forever a hottie ^^

Okay enough of Super Junior.

One direction is another topic that makes me go CRAZY!

Hehe.

Their single's pre-order is happening now but but but sadly I can't pre-order as I'm a lonely soul living in Singapore.

:( Nevertheless, my tumblr's dashboard is filled with them ^^

All of them have grown sexier.

HEHE.

OH, MY NIALL HORAN!

August seems to be the best month for me.

Wanna thank GOD for making me stay alive till now.

:D

I have lots of photos to upload but I'll think I'll upload a few today and the rest tomorrow since I have to start on my assignment after blogging.

HEHE.

Oh, not to forget, I also wanna thank all my family and friends for making my 18th birthday wonderful and unforgettable^^ <3

Thank you readers for reading my blog and make my stats still staying strong despite me not updating for a long time.

HEHE.

 Thank you for reading.

I'll end my post with a quote written by myself.

"Our heart will always be hurt by small or big matters that happened in our life and the scars left behind is difficult to be cured. But never be afraid of the scars you have, let the scars be the reason to your living"

i show my true self

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i cut my hair, i cut my hair!

Fact one: 

The problem with me is I am not afraid to show my true self towards people I feel really comfortable with.

I will get angry, annoyed and make them feel guilty when they do something which makes me angry.

That's the way I show my care for someone.

Weird right?

Oh well.

I was born this way.

Quarrels and personal spaces make my realise who worth being my friends.

Fact two:

My heart heals faster as compared to others.

I move on quickly from a broken heart.

I do.

I sound like a bitch, but who cares?

I mean what do I get from crying?

It's not like I don't cry after getting my heart broken.

I do cry.

I do reminisces sweet memories and be a silly teenager who does cry over a love story which I thought it would last till the end.

I do cry but the tears I let go seems to be the last tears of sadness over something.

The next time, I cry.

It would be tears of happiness.

Fact three:

I always do what's right.

I don't side others but I do what's right.

It doesn't matter if that person used to be a bitch or an attention seeker who I hate so much that I dislike just by looking at his/ her face, I will do what's right.

That's me.

You may be my friend, but once you're wrong, I believe that you should make things right again.

So I'll start writing down 3facts about me everytime I post something new :)

HEHE ^^

Thanks for reading my blog.

The popularity of this blog is insane I tell ya.

HAHA!

Oh, very happy to know that UK people are reading my blog.

AWESOME ^^

UK, UK, UK.

I'm so going to UK when I'm rich ^^

It's my e-learning week :)

Done with my first work and doing another one tmr!

HEHE ^^

I guess I mixed around with the right people that's why I am always making the right decision.

NYEK.

I'm going to have a sexy body soon ^^

HAHA!

KIDDING.

I'm not sexy at all.

But I'm going to have a fit, slender body.

:D

Been working out regularly.

I can't wait for HOLIDAYS ^^

I wanna help my friends lose some fats. 

HEHE.

Aww, I'm such a nice friend.

<3

Btw, I've been hearing this song lately and I really love the lyrics :)

I hope you'll enjoy listening to it.

So I'll end my post with my self-made quote.

Only if you believe then you will be making miracles in your life.

So make a change in your life by making your own beliefs <3

It's never too late for anything.

thanks for reading

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I kept telling myself to be strong.

I'm afraid of everything around me.

What is wrong with me?

All the ugly pasts kept on haunting me day by day causing me to have lack of sleep and i feel shagged all the time though i haven't even start my day at all.

When will i stop being paranoid, scared and insecure? :|

What a pathetic soul, I am.

I'm in a very bad state.

So bad, that only i know how painful it is.

I am always laughing, smiling and joking around my friends but only i know how bad my state is that i think i could really go insane, wreck everything around me, without a warning. :(

Day by day, i kept on feeling bad, guilty and hatred towards myself.

I find myself pathetic when I look at myself in the mirror.

So pathetic that I am afraid of myself.

Till, i didn't really look at myself in the mirror for more than 5mins.

:(

Not only that, I think i am ugly.

Really really ugly.

I can never be pretty wait, I am never pretty :(

How can I be pretty when I have an ugly heart?

I will always have this ugly heart with me, no matter how hard i try to change my appearance or style.

Till the day, I told myself my heart isn't ulgy, that's the day i think i am pretty.

And will that day ever come?

NO, it will never come.

Because I have an ugly heart which can never turn to be pretty.

I have myself to blame for having an ugly heart :(

I guess I am born to be ugly :(

I own some pictures.

Here there are:

The day when the sisters went hungry and decided to have a small korean party style. hehe ^^

sister <3

I really love domo.

Have i told you that i bought domo's mechanical pencil and notebook?

<3 

work, work, work.

hi greeny rubbery-wirey hairband.

bath, bath, bath.

sushi, wasabi <3

And I love Mac's Breakfast ^^

I love my prepaid. HEHE ^^

A friend of mine made me feel guilty for saying i have an ugly heart when he mentioned this to me: Isn't it ironic that a girl has an ugly heart when she still cares about her loved ones although she, herself, is struggling with her own life?

:(

Whatever it is, I think I have an ugly heart.

My pasts tell it all.

Sadly, even my present too.

:(