mommy

Hi, I'm Mahirah

insecurity leads to sadness

Where were you when I needed someone to talk to the most?

You’re busy working and worrying about our finance.

Maybe I’m selfish.  I always want you to be a good mom and housewife, always at home- cooking, doing the laundry, have a random chat with all of my siblings and dad.

But you can never be what I want you to be because, without you working, I don’t think my sisters and I could still attend school. L

Every girl would have something great to talk to or share with their mom, but I never share anything with you. You’ve never asked me about my life or school. You tend to pay more attention towards my brother and sisters. What about me? L

Most of my friends told me to take the first step in building a better relationship with my mom but I never dare to because I know our personality clashes and we may never come to the same terms when we talk. Maybe I’m not trying hard enough.L

I always want to hug you randomly and tell you that I love you. But I never did because I’m afraid that you won’t tell me that you love me too L

However, I’m glad my brother exists because without him I don’t think we can talk more than 5minutes.

I think tomorrow then I’ll visit the polyclinic for my consultation.

I guess today isn’t my day L

I shall go shop for a shoe and make myself happy J

PS: I always love my mommy although I always vent my anger when I’m disappointed in her.

hi, i'm smart :D haha!

no SS3

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

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No, SS3 for me because I love my mommy.

I wanna go SS3 so badly.

But because I love my mommy, I'm going to skip SS3.

I wish life wasn't tough for my family.

Oh well, I guess it's my fate.

I hope by 25, I'm going to be independent.

No more asking for allowance from my parents, contribute in house's bills, give mommy grocery's allowance and buy new shoe/ bag/ clothes for mommy every month. I hope I could do all these for my mom before I'm 25. :) 

going to sleep and wake up for sch which is starting at 11am.

Sorry for a boring post.

Amir, you're such a dork and I love the way we fight over something that make us think about us.

You're the best man in my life, much better than my ex-boyf which happens to be your best friend and gay partner:) Thanks to you, I feel that my life seems fun and boring at times.

<3

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