What makes you beautiful

Hi, I'm Mahirah

I like someone who makes the best derp.

I admit there are words I wish I did not say, words I wish I could say, words I wish were sincere, words I wish I did not know and words I wish I could hear.

There's so many things I want to achieve with my small build. I need to learn to breathe properly, take things slow and focus without feeling vulnerable.

Perfect is not the aim. Growing is the game. I will move forward. Leaving my trails behind without dirt.

I want to sincerely thank all my loved ones. I am always grateful to be given an opportunity to live. Everyday I wake up, I know that I am given chance to be a better person. Therefore, I wish to be a better person by the end of the day.

Happy advanced birthday to myself. Hehe. Turning 21 in less than 3hours.

❤️❤️❤️

First. 2014. Post

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I rarely take selfies. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Since it's been awhile ( I know but let's assume that it's been awhile), I am here to update my blog. Hehe! ☺️

My friends whom I haven't met for ages have been bugging me to update my blog. I kept on saying: I will. I will. 

I know I was lying to them and myself when I said that. Lol. 

I'm sure they will be surprised to see my blog post. Haha.

I don't know who reads my blog but I'm happy to know that people do stalk me (for I don't know whatever reason).

It's been awhile (Okay. I lied. Hahaha). I have no idea what to write and my writing style will be so awkward. I'm sure it's awkward. AWKWARD. Yea, it is awkward. To make it less awkward, I'll post more often after today. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

So here's a short update on my life -

Occupation: Student Care Teacher

Relationship Status: Personally thinks I am married to Byun Baekhyun.

Mood: Happy

Life: Happier than 2013.

Goal for 2014: Travel to Seoul with my friend

Cravings: I've always wanted my mom to cook porridge. I'm too lazy to chew. ( NOT KIDDING)

Current activities for free time: Read Mangas, fanfic and loving baekhyun the way a wife should loves her husband.

Something to look forward in 2014: Super Junior long awaited comeback. Trip to seoul with LJY. Meet the one for me. (HAHAHAHAHAHA)

( This is why I love my job. Students bring soft toys to make me feel happy. Hehehehehe)

"Creativity is intelligence having fun"

 Albert Einstein

not my usual life

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I want my face to be acne free :(

Been working that I barely use my laptop to tweet/ tumblr/ blog.

:(

I'm so tired but I'm going work later.

AHHH, what a life.

I want my rest!

MY HOLIDAYYYYYYYYY!

OMG.

:(

If money were that easy to obtain.

ZZZZZ.

Life's so tough.

Money, MONEY, Money.

How old am I again?

Why am I always thinking of money?

Dear Mommy, can you enlighten my worries?

Who am I kidding?

I'm supposed to be the one enlightening her worries and burden, I'm her child afterall.

Received a letter from the school regarding my attendance.

LOL.

I only didnt come for that module once and I got a reminder.

HAHA!

Oh well, I'll come for the rest of the lessons next time.

HEHE.

Winnie the Pooh is such a sweetie and awesome character.

Never fails to provide awesome quotes.

:)

I'll end my post with winnie the pooh's quotes.

winnie the pooh's movie is coming out ^^
I can't wait to watch it.
HEHE.
<3
If winnie the pooh exists in my life, i won't be depress or sad but happy to be able to face challenges in life :)

I love my BESTIE <3

a big turn

Hi, I'm Mahirah

see the chubby girl above? yes, that's me. hehe.

Feelings come and go?

I don't know.

So confused and tangled in a ridiculous relationship with a man called 'Amir'

Found out from Alice that Amir been texting Wahidah lately.

I'm not surprised because he once asked me about Wahidah's character.

:|

He seems to enjoy texting Wahidah.

Plus they did went out for a movie together.

Awesome lah Amir.

Finally he has someone he has a crush on.

Well for me, on the other hand, is still lost and ignorant about crush, love and relationship.

Basically, i do not have any commitment on any of them :(

However, i still believe that one day, i will fall in love with someone. :)

HAHAHA!

Btw, i do have a crush on someone but not any more.

HAHA!

Winner right? :)

Been playing with clay, colour pencils, markers and pencil.

I felt younger while doing Art& Craft.

I miss kindergarten, primary and secondary school years.

Drew domo using half of A3 size drawing block, coloured it using colour pencil, darken the outline using markers, damn didn't took photo of it.

Will try to take a picture of it soon cause my sister kept our drawings and i'm working later.

GRR.

Hopefully i'll get the picture by wednesday :)

Hehe.

Okay, that's not the main point which i wanna say.

The MAIN point is both my hands felt tired colouring the domo :(

Drawing a huge image really requires a lot of effort to colour it and makes it look nice.

If, one day someone were to draw a Domo on an A3 size paper and colour it using colour pencil, i would fall in love with that person. REALLY.

Okay, maybe not till i wanna be in a relationship with that person.

Wait, will that person even exist?

HAHA!

Went IMM to grab some breather :)

It was fun since i went out with my younger sister whom i haven't really hang out with in a very very long time :D

I think i'm going to be super super chubby,

been eating unhealthy foods: BigMac, Chicken Nuggets, Fries, Chicken Sausage, Chicken, Ice-cream, Chocolate, Mashed Potato.

But i don't care!

HEHE! ^^

Cause i am happy the way i am.

:)

:)

I want to be a wise human being.

Being wise is all that matters in this world.

I like to act cute in front of my loved ones.

HAHA!

you're mahirah, that's why i can't forget you

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i'm ugly.

Amir is the sweetest friend i ever have.

He's the only guy friend who can understand my confusion and my complicated mindset.

He doesn't blame me for being mean/ bad towards us.

Instead he blames himself for not being able to make us happen.

It's funny how an adorable and good-looking man like him can like an ugly and not pretty girl like me.

Maybe it's true when they said some handsome man likes ugly girl :Z

It's funny how I can be close to him when he's my ex-bf's best friend.

It's unbelievable that I can like him when he's actually was with his Ex that point of time.

When was the first time we told one another we like one another more than friends?

:)

Heh, it's funny if you're to think back how far we've been through.

From strangers to friendly-enemies to friends to close friends to scandals to PT-BF to Complicated friends to darlings to ... So what are we currently uh? :D

Gee, we're so whatever lah eh.

HAHA.

December's been a good month so far.

:)

AND Christmas is almost here.

Wee~

Can irritate my wonderful friends with my monotonous voice of Christmas Songs.

i <3 coffee, and you too my readers.

can you see the heart? <3

i guess you look through my heart instead of my ugly appearance :)

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby (repeat and fade)