drained out

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

A tired girl= me.

Been restless, moody and confused lately.

I wish my life was a fairy tale.

Being bullied by step-mother is better than having a 'friend'.

Almost died by eating a poisonous apple is better than hearing insults.

Sleeping all day without anyone to disturb you and not being scolded is better than waking up early for school but does not pay attention in class at all.

HAIZ!

:(

Hey you, it's been 3days since I last cried.

Yes, you're the reason why I didn't cry.

The funny part was you only didn't told me that you're in a relationship and my whole energy seemed to have drained out.

I don't even have the strength to let out a tear now.

Impressive.

I guess I really care about you as a really, really, really close friend.

How about you, on the other hand?

Are you're happier now?

I guess you are, since you're currently in a relationship with someone you like and soon you'll realise she's worth fighting for and fall in love with her.
I wish you all the best with her.
I'm sincere about it.
Really am, I even congratulated him and told him I am here to help him keep his relationship with her going if he needs any help/ advice about a lady's heart.
All i need was deep-reflection.
With a pure and sincere heart, I know that I'll get over tough obstacle soon.

Afterall, I'm a strong girl who's still striving to be a strong lady and a strong woman towards her future man :)

It's the 4th week of school and I have assestments to do :(

Sucks.

Nyek.

Need to start my work during the weekend.

Zit-zap-zut.

Let's view some pictures before you click that 'X'.

:D

hehe ^^ domo, domo, domo.

どもーくん

Matt Lanter :D

Callan McAuliffe <3

Niall Horan, my boyfriend. 

HEHE ^^

i love this shirt.

haha!

nyek, school was boring.

:(

i wish there isn't a need for assignments.

There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life - John Lennon

I want to be the kind of person who can move on, forgive people, stay healthy and happy. It seems like an easy thing to do in my head. But it’s not so easy when you try it in real life. -Susane Colasanti

You don’t grow by being selfish. You grow by sacrificing -Dan Berry

“Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why its called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.” -factsaboutyou.tumblr.com

i love domo.

its all i need now.

:D

anything and everything= love.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I <3 to EAT!

I have a man who is always there for me through thick and thin.

We're not a couple,however, we claimed to be best friends.

We're always there for one another like how a best friend always does.

But we both find it weird when we told our friends we're best friends.

It is also funny when others thought we're a couple or he used to be my ex-bf.

We never had any relationship status with one another, NEVER.

We're just happy to have one another and we like the ways things are between us.

No touching, no kissing just joking, giggling, sharing, texting and simple warm-hugs for one another and we will feel as though we're flying and we'll be laughing like there's no tomorrow.

We never thought of being one another's lover, we're cool with the unknown relationship status we have for one another.

 Well, maybe we're behaving like couples, that's why some of our friends said.

And why am I mentioning about him in my blog?

I just want to say sometimes most people see two friends and the bond they have with one another should be ended up being in relationship.

But for the minority, some love are indescribable and things are better off being the way it is, and not being in a relationship doesn't mean love cannot be formed.

 Love is anything and everything.

You're the owner of your own love story, you be the hero/ heroin in it and define love your way.

Love is what you think, feel and see.

Love is amazing.

Love doesn't involves boyfriend/ girlfriend only.

Love is basically everything and anything in your daily life.

And that is why, Love is beautiful in its own ways.

:)

When i thought April was mean to me, I was wrong.

April was just teaching me how to stay strong, positive and sensible.

Thanks Amir for the chocolate, hug and heart ^^

I love you, for loving me and accepting me who I am.

I am fortunate to have friends who love me the way I true-ly am.

I always wish I'm pretty, smarter and happier.

But as time pass by and I was spending quality time with my lovely friends,

I realised that being pretty, smarter and happier were just excuses for me to be sad.

I am pretty, smart and happy with my life.

Having wonderful friends who would tell me the truth, parents who keep on trying to support the family and not giving up on any of their children, siblings who make me happy and grateful for being a supporting pillar when my parents aint around, what more happiness do I want in my life?

Me having a stable GPA, being able to juggle my teenage life with full of school works yet working part-time, and not blaming work for making me drenched and tired at school. I guess I am pretty smart. What more do I want to make myself feel I'm smart?

I still have some males admiring me the way I am right now. Some people asking me out for a date. Some strangers thinking I'm adorable. I am pretty the way I am.

Afterall I'm Mahirah :)

I laugh Mahirahly, think Mahirahly, joke Mahirahly, talk Mahirahly and pretty Mahirahly.

<3

And finally, meet my another BF.

Niall Horan ^^