Dear Lion

Hi, I'm Mahirah

Lion's tail was short.

Today marks the date Lion died. :| It was 2am when she has left the world.

Dear lion, you are a wonderful cat. Although you never like me acting all loving towards you, you are still the no.1 cutest cat I've ever had.

You came to my family together with your sibling, Tiger. Sadly, tiger left us much earlier. You were upset, weren't you?

I can never forget how you felt asleep in my hands when I first gave you milk. You were just a newborn kitten back then.

Then you grew slightly bigger and you were much more active as compared to tiger. We played strings together and hide n seek. It was so funny and silly when you hit yourself while running after me. You like to squeeze your tiny body into plastic bags, container or anything that has opening for you to enter. You were a brilliant cat though I always call you stupid cat. :(

The times you acted cute was when you wanted to have your meals. I always played around with you when you were hungry. However, your level of patience wasn't high. Thus, I ended up getting bitten by you. I will miss being wary of you biting me. :/

You lived with us when we shifted place for awhile. I can't believe we've been together for so long.

I'm sorry for being a bad owner and didn't give you proper treatment. I knew you were sick but I couldn't do much for you. I wanted to send you to the vet but I know you will have to go through surgery. The surgery couldn't determine you being healthy again.  Either way, you would end up suffering.

It breaks my heart when I saw how skinny you've became recently. You were practically like a human being.

All of a sudden, you've stopped biting me when i tried to touch you. I knew you were growing weak. Then you stopped eating, I knew your days were running up.

As I am typing this, it feels weird not having you asking me for food or seeing you sleep like a princess. It feels even weirder when you are not in my room to sleep with my sister. I know you didn't come to my room for me. Hehehe. It feels much more weirder not seeing you looking at me leaving the house. It feels way much weirder not hearing your meow.

I miss you lion. I will always miss you. Thank you for staying with my family and me for over 10years. <3 p="">

and a new chapter begins

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I really love domo.

when you think no one cares about you, someone cries when you're sad and smile when you're happy. when you think you're ugly, someone finds you the most beautiful person on earth. when you think you're stupid, someone thinks you're wise. can you see what's the problem here? it's all your imaginations. someone do care about you, someone does.

The above qoute was created by myself.

I don't know if anyone has created something similar to it but i swear to you that this quote was lingering on my mind when most of my fb friends were posting sad, depressing or unhappy status.

I guess I am pretty good with words.

HAHA!

Nah, not really.

I'm not that good with language to begin with.

HAHA!

But I'm pretty good at listening and giving my own opinions/ solutions to problems :)

As my title goes, 'and a new chapter begins'...

Yes, I'm going to be starting a new chapter after today (29/4).

And what exactly am I going to do in this new chapter?

The same old things--> School, Family, Work, Money.

No dating, No romance, No flirting, No love story at ALL.

:(

Aww, sounds sad yea?

HAHA!

Oh well, what can be done yea?

Afterall, I've been single for a very long time that you don't wanna know how long I've been single.

But even if I don't tell people that I am single, people already know that I am single since I am not pretty, good-looking, sexy or attractive.

HAHA!

Oh so much for saying I'm going to be serious about BGR when I'm 18.

HAHA!

I feel that I am serious about my LIFE.

Because I am serious, that's explains why I don't wanna put love in my current teenage- almost- going to be adult-life.

Love can come later.

Maybe, after my family and myself are ready, happy and independent.

Yes, I always put my family above anything and everything else.

You may think I'm silly but sincere love given by my family is all i need for now :)

For me, having a family is a blessing.

It doesn't matter if your 'family' is blood-related or not.

Having a family is a pure blessing that could make you feel safe just by standing beside them even though not a word is being spoken.

<3 MY FAMILY!

HEHE.

Cats are just so amazing.

:D

Meow!

HEHE!

If only man can understand woman, and woman can understand man. If. 'If' is the word that destroy all our beautiful imaginations.

When you feel like giving up, think of your loved ones who are always there for you. You won't want to disappointment them, would you?

Thanks for reading.

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-Mahirah