ISN'T I LOVELY?

Hi, I'm Mahirah

I am so lovely.

Hello readers!

HEHE! ^^

I'm back on blogger and yes I'm also back on my tumblr.

Been busy working, being lazy and being a piggy.

AHHH, I LOVE MY LIFE ^^

MUAHAHA!

Got back my result, and I am surprised that my GPA ACTUALLY maintained :)

HAHAHAHA!

Thank you brain for being smart :)

PAK, PAK, PAK.

LOL.

I'm back from watching crazy, stupid love :)

It's a simple, touching, hilarious and lovely movie.

Your theater will be full of laughter and you won't be disappointed with it.

Not to forget sexy Ryan Gosling is in it.

HEHE ^^

Can't wait to watch Johnny English this coming tues.

HEHE.

Heard that the movie ticket is selling fast and highly-recommended fro those people who are seeking for a funny movie :DDD

YAY!

I'm so going to enjoy my semester break before regretting not doing the many things I wanna do.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Smack, smack, smack.

HAHAHA!

So that's the end of my post.

BORINGGGG RIGHT?

HAHAHAHA!

SO SORRY.

BUT I'll update them on tues after watching Johnny English.

This is my promise to you :)

REALLY.

So till then.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Lots of love,

Mahirah.

 Follow me on tumblr and twitter:)

You

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I just flossed my teeth! ^^

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

Wish you were never born in the family you're in right now?

Wish your life wasn't the way right now?

Wish you had chosen the right choice for your life?

Wish you had a better life?

I sure most of us out there- wish their life is much simpler, wealthier, easier and less complex.

But have you ever wonder the otherwise?

Like, if someone else were to be in your shoe, he/ she would not be able to live as strong as you are right now?

He/ she would not learn the same thing as you've learn about the hardships of life?

He/ she would not know what to do with the problems you've actually faced?

Ever wonder like that?

We might have heard stories of  someone else life and we might have commented  by saying: He/ She shouldn't have done that and blah, blah, blah.

I have to agree that: It's easy to comment about a problem but it's difficult to handle a problem.

Afterall, when we start to comment, we're just someone who happened to know the 'situation' but not the situation of facing it.

We can easily learn from other people's mistakes but when we comes to our mistakes, it's hard to accept, learn and forget about it.

But the path of accepting, learning and not repeating those mistakes we've done, is when we've truly learn our mistakes.

Mistakes are scary ain't they?

Mistakes make our life turn out to be ugly and complicated.

On the other hand, don't mistakes make ourselves be stronger and more appreciative of our life?

Never let go of your problems, never want to be someone else and lastly never hate your life.

Because if you do, you'll never know the beauty of life.

Yes, life is tough.

Everyone's life is a mess.

No one's living a perfect life.

Someone might be happy now but crying in the future.

Someone might be crying now but happy in the future.

Life is unpredictable, unfair and cruel.

But never hate your life because of the nature of life.

I believe everyone living in the world have a purpose.

And one of the purposes in life is - to define your own meaning of life.

So let's not be afraid of what you are, what you will face in the future, what mistakes you will do.

Because everything that is happening to you is only meant for you because only you can handle them and you are the person to define life as you are about to leave the world :)

So sorry for not blogging.

I was working and when I got home I was fatigue, my hands and legs became jelly-ish and my mind became dizzy.

I need to sleep to regain back my strength.

So I didn't managed to have the time to blog :(

I'm so sorry.

Anyways, thanks for reading my blog and waiting for update ^^

HEHE.

I can see my stats keep on going.

So thankful to those who read my blog :D

Yesterday I met Fendi ^^

I was elated when I saw him.

He looks tired but was happy to see me.

I wish I could have stayed longer to chat with him but he forced to go home since I was back from work.

AHHH~

So sweet.

HEHE.

Btw, I'm 2discs away from finishing East of Eden.

OMGOSHHHHHH, that drama makes me lose a lot of tears.

It's so sad, devastating and incredible that I cried almost every episode.

HAHA!

ME SO EMOTIONAL YAWWW.

MUAHAHAHA!

I miss Alice Tan, I can't wait to meet her on monday ^^

HEHE.

Before I end, there's a song I want you all to hear :)

It's called Invisible by Skylar Grey ^^

In love with the lyric of this song.
Skylar Grey is incredible.
From the moment she sang a duet with Eminem and Dr. Dre, I knew she has an amazing talent.
Check on her and found out she can compose songs too.
Isn't that awesome?
HEHE.
Hope you all will support her too :)
Till then :D

Fatty fatty fatty me= happy happy happy me ^^

my first love and the scar

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I really miss my black hair :(

I don't get it.

I really don't get the fact that some guys can be so nice to girls!

He can treat her like a princess, he can make her happy even though she's sad, make her smile even though she's angry and care for her like a lover.

But in the end, he came to her and told her that he's in love with someone else or worst he has a new girlfriend.

For me, guys treat me like a princess for a moment but left me for another girl.

:(

I guess I'm just an unlucky soul in this world where I can't have a relationship with anybody.

I told myself I won't fall in love with this/ that guy.

But in the end I did.

And when I realised I did, he left me.

It's not once but thrice.

3times, I've been fooled and betrayed by love.

Maybe I'm too dumb.

My heart...

I don't know what to say about it.

I can't seem to be serious about love anymore.

I can have small crushes on random people but I can never love someone.

I can miss someone but I can never want to be with someone.

I can like someone but I can never be committed to someone.

When will I learn to love, want to be with someone and be committed to someone?

When will that day come?

I guess it'll never come because I'm too afraid to let my heart be at risk again.

I've taken too many risks that my heart isn't emotionally well.

I'm too dumb to have taken those risks back in the past.

But who am I to blame but myself.

I used to wanna be in a relationship with you but I was afraid.

When I wasn't afraid you left me and told others how ugly I was.

:(

Why?

WHY?

I told others I've moved on.

But I guess not, you know why?

Because I still remember the reason why I'm like this.

I'm smiling with a guy beside me who cares for me but all I think of was the pasts.

We teased each other when we met but my heart keeps on reminding me that my scar has not been healed.

When both of us were alone, you told me I've changed.

Yes, I've changed to be someone matured, smarter and true but one thing that has not changed is the scar you gave me when we turned out to be strangers.

I heard you had few relationships before we became 'close' again.

I was happy you've moved on but silly did I know I've not moved on.

Then along those times, I met another guy just like you.

He cared for me the way you did but you're much better.

He told me he'll wait for me.

But I've told him not to because I would never want to be with him.

I used 'V' as the reason why I don't want him but deep down I was still thinking about you.

Why did I think about you?

Because I wondered if I'll end up hurting myself again.

And yes, I did end up hurting myself for the same reason.

Believing that a guy will wait for me till I'm ready.

The funny thing was, I've moved on from that guy.

But still not from you.

Maybe because you're my first love.

Silly love, to be more precise.

I guess it's true that first love is unforgettable.

No, wait!

I've moved on from you but not the scar that you've given my heart.

Maybe after I've healed from that scar, I will able to love someone more hearted-ly and sincerely.

It's true that my first love was a pain.

All I want now is a LOVE that can make me feel more secure, happier and stronger.

If I believe I've met that kind of love, I won't let go.

Till then, I'll do my best in my single life.

Being single isn't so bad...

I can text, hang out and know any guy I want.

But I did not hang out with guys anymore other than the usual goofy no-use guys.

HEHE.

Some may call or label me as a bitch but I know I'm not because I've never had any intention of being in love with someone who has a r/s or someone who isn't serious.

I admit that I wasn't serious in the past but I was serious with him, only HIM.

I let go of others to be faithful to him but he left me.

We're just not compatible, I guess.

I used to entertain people but not now.

I guess I've changed.

But I've not moved on from the scar I gotten from my first love.

"When things go wrong, make it right by being true to yourself and accept it"

Hehe ^^

Tried this on firefox!

My cat is very cute though she's one annoying sexy and crazy cat version of bitch? LOL.

Thank you for reading :)

Hari Raya

Hi, I'm Mahirah

Waiting for Guests

Wee, so yesterday was the first day of Hari Raya :)

HEHE.

Wore my contact lens and high heels and pretend to be feminine ^^

LOL.

Text friends, text Boyfriend and tweet2 :DDD

AHH, I love raye.

You know why?

Because that's the only day my family is completed with new clothing and my house smells of delicate home-cooked food XD

NYEKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I LIKE ^^

Woke up this morning by a wonderful dream which I know it could never happen.
HAHA!
I dreamt  I became friend with Niall Horan.
LOL.
And we were so intimate with each other.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
A true fan girl of 1Direction.
HEHE ^^
Okay, that's enough.

I don't know what to do today.
East of Eden is getting more exciting and thrilling.
I can't wait to watch the third disc of it. ^^
HEHE.
OMO, OMO, Song Seung hun is so good-looking :D
HEHE.
Ahh, I can't wait to watch 90210 season 4, hehe, the hot Matt Lanter ^^
:)))
Seems like I don't have much to blog about :)
I'll end my post with a quote I thought of today.

"Your life only begins when you learn to accept your life the way it is and not be inferior to what others said about you"

The lighting here is so bad :D

HEHE.

HOLIDAYYY~~~

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I'm currently fasting :)

And my title goes: HOLIDAYYY~~~

Wee! Finally it's here, it's finally here.

It's my holiday.

I'm so happy, excited and extremely hyper ^^

WEE~~~

Finally after a long hell journey of school, it's finally my semester break.

Yippie.

Don't need to care about dateline, lateness.

Now, time is my advantage.

:))

I've so many things to do.

Tomorrow, I'll do a final cleaning for my room and finish painting my room.

So today I'll indulge myself with K-DRAMA!

An old K-Drama which I love but didn't manage to finish watching it because the TV programme suddenly doesnt want to showcase the drama anymore :( and the videos posted on the internet weren't working well :|.

So yea, finally I've brought the drama since the price for the DVD has dropped.

HEHE.

Oh, the drama is called : East of Eden

Those who came with me to DVD shops would probably have known that I've wanted to buy the DVD of that drama but it was kinda expensive and I was hoping the price would drop!

And finally it did ^^

So HAPPY :DDD

I can't wait to meet-up with loved ones and go back to working part-time and earn my own money again ^^

$$

HEHE.

Raye is coming and I can't wait for it too:)

Almost a month, wait wasn't a month for me, but almost 22days of fasting, I'm going to miss fasting :((

HEHE.

Going to get my tummy ready for delicious HARI RAYE BUFFET ^^

LOL.

Sadly, I've nothing much to say, I'm trying to keep my life as private as possible.

HAHA!

So that only my close and best friends are able to know my real life.

And readers are only able to know me as Mahirah a girl who blogs about anything and everything under the sun, moonlight and thunder.

When I have inspiration to write my own quotes, I'll update but SINCE, it's holiday!

I'll probably be blogging often.

:)

HEHE.

"I want you to know that there is someone who will thank you for doing the things you do now with foresight and wisdom ans respect. It's the person you will someday be..."

 I need to cut off my fringe!!!

HEHE.

 Bought myself a new slipper ^^

Wearing them in-home:)

 This domo needs a new set of batteries :(

In 10years time, I'll know how to be thankful for always being who I am.

Things I need to do during the holidays

1.  Work/ Earn Money
2.  Watch K/J-Drama
3. Compose a song
4. Learn a new piano piece
5. Buy at least 1 Domo Merchandise
6. Try a new food

Life is annoying, FACE IT.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

My hair is longer NOW.

ARGHHHHHHH.

I want my holiday now :(

NOW.

Why must there be exam?

Can't lecturers just pretend that every student understand whatever he or she is teaching?

BOO.

Yes, I am complaining about how suckish my life is right now.

 :(

9days and I'll be having my holiday.
That's long.
Really really long.
And here I am blogging hoping time passes by quickly and I can break fast and everything I need to know for exams are in my mind somewhere in a tiny compartment inside another,
forget about what I was trying to convey to you.
I need to study properly.
And not just open my textbook, flipping pages hoping my photographic memory will work, which it does work most of the time, but I don't know if it works for now.
Maybe I should try it when I'm 'studying' later.
I should right?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Photographic memory.

Btw, since I didnt study, I was busying myself with iCarly.
HEHE.
Yesterday, I managed to finish up season 2.
Going to watch season 3 soon. ^^
HEHE.
I think I'll go back to sleep after blogging.
And wake up to break fast then meet my friend and I hope I'll start studying tomorrow.
:D
HAHAHAHAHA!
So I'll enjoy today.
Muahahaha.

EIA

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

NOMMM.NOMM.NOMM.

The above photo is taken after I break fast.

LOL.

Hello! Hello!

Miss me?

HEHE.

So it's been a week since I blog.

ERMM.

I am getting lazy to blog.

HAHA!

But fear not, I'm never going to abandon this blog for other social network(s).

HEHE.

I'm missing alot of people right now.

REALLY.

NYEKKK.

It's almost a week since I last went to school.

AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE TO MY LIFE EXACTLY DURING THE WEEK!

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

OMG. OMG. HORRIBLE ME :(

NYEKKKK.

But one thing I'm sure of is I have a good rest.

LOL.

HAHAH!

PIGGY MUCH YAWW.

HUHU~

So my exam is coming and as usual I am procastinating to start studying.

HAHA!

Oh well, I think I'll start studying when I feel like it.

MUAHAHAHA!

OH2,  I can't wait for One Direction What Makes You Beautiful (WMYB) Music Video to be out!

HEHE.

Heard their single live on Radio 1 ^^

And I'm in love with the song.

HEHE.

I believe they'll be a SUPER popular band in a year or less!

HOPEFULLY EVEN BIGGER THAN JUSTIN BIEBER.

YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?

LOL.

And I can't wait to watch MUSIC BANK at KBS world in a few more mins :DD

You know why?

Because Super Junior is performing!

And I hope they win the #1 spot ^^

HEHE.

Go SUPER JUNIOR! 

:))))

Btw, my sister and I finished painting half of our room and I love it ^^

HEHE.

Can you see the rabbit? :D

HEHE.

Going to finish the other half of the room when Hari Raya is nearing ^^

That's the end of my post and I hope you'll have a wonderful weekend!

Do you miss me? HAHA!

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I miss blogging.

OMG!!!

It's been a LONG LONG LONG time since I last blog!

HEHE.

So sorry for neglecting you blogger!

BAD, BAD, BAD me. :(

Haiz.

I've been so busy with school assignments that I barely have the energy to blog.

I'll blog more often during the holidays which will be coming in 3weeks time! 

HEHE.

I can't wait.

HUHU.

:DDDD

Btw, today was the comeback stage for Super Junior.

I'm so excited and hyper when I saw them on TV just now ^^

HEHE.

MY HAPPINESS IS OVERLOADED!

Eunhyuk was super sexy that I forgot I'm hungry.

:DDD

HEHE.

Donghae?

NYEKKKK.

He's so hot!

MUAHAHAHA!

HEECHUL?

He's forever a hottie ^^

Okay enough of Super Junior.

One direction is another topic that makes me go CRAZY!

Hehe.

Their single's pre-order is happening now but but but sadly I can't pre-order as I'm a lonely soul living in Singapore.

:( Nevertheless, my tumblr's dashboard is filled with them ^^

All of them have grown sexier.

HEHE.

OH, MY NIALL HORAN!

August seems to be the best month for me.

Wanna thank GOD for making me stay alive till now.

:D

I have lots of photos to upload but I'll think I'll upload a few today and the rest tomorrow since I have to start on my assignment after blogging.

HEHE.

Oh, not to forget, I also wanna thank all my family and friends for making my 18th birthday wonderful and unforgettable^^ <3

Thank you readers for reading my blog and make my stats still staying strong despite me not updating for a long time.

HEHE.

 Thank you for reading.

I'll end my post with a quote written by myself.

"Our heart will always be hurt by small or big matters that happened in our life and the scars left behind is difficult to be cured. But never be afraid of the scars you have, let the scars be the reason to your living"

I'm BACKKKKK

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

A picture taken at 12.32am.

OMG! It's been a LONG time since I last blog!

Been so busy with school, nap, food and drama, I almost forgot to blog for the rest of the month! 

HAHA!

Yes, I'm a very HAPPY GIRL now!

Although school's assignments are piling up, I am still HAPPY and CAREFREE!

You know why?

WHY?

WHY?

CAUSE MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!

WEE.

In exactly 7days, I'll be 18 ^^

WEE.

18.

YAY!

HEHEHEHEHE.

I can't wait to see my presents.

HAHA!

*Shameless mode*

:DDDD

So yesterday, my class went to a field trip for my cross-cultural module at a Foreign Dormitory located at Jalan Papan!

I enjoyed the trip as I am able to observe, reflect and appreciate life.

:)

If I have an opportunity, I would love to explore on a much worse living condition for foreign workers in Singapore. :D

HEHE.

I'm also happy as I am 85% done with ECONS INDIVIDUAL Assignment!

WEE.

SO PROUD of myself!!!

:DDDDD

Are you proud of me?

HAHAHAHA!

Okay, I'll end of my post with pictures and motivational qoutes :)

"Ignore those who backstab or gossip about you because ignoring isn't a sin but gossiping and backstabbing are."

"People will judge you even if you never do anything, so let's be the minority and not judge about others."

"Words and Actions are different. I prefer actions as it has more concrete evidences."

THE WORLD

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

She's my sister, and I love her.

I'm a cancer girl.

Being emotional about small matter(s) is my forte.

Staying happy and secure about life is my weakness.

When someone told me something about my loved ones, I will be sad.

When I'm sad, I cry.

When I cry, I feel insecure.

When I feel insecure, I think about life.

This was what i thought about when I took my bath.

Why doesn't anyone in this world said they wanna make this world a better place to live in by making people find hapiness?

Why people try to fight against POVERTY, CORRUPTION, CHILD ABUSE, stand up for WOMEN to make people live better with proper morale, gender equality and have a stable state?

But never mention anything about making people feel happy with their life?

Who are we to make the non-developing countries to be more developed when we ourselves do not know true happiness in life while those in non-developing countries know about it more than us?

Who said non-developing countries are poor things/ human beings?

Well, the truth is: we are the real poor human beings who do not know anything about happiness.

Most people living in the developing countries are not that happy with their life.

And the happy ones are living in non-developing countries.

Well you may said because they have the wrong concept about life and do not know how life runs or anything close to that line..

Who are you to say that?

Who are you to judge them?

Yes, they maybe in poverty due to lack of education and wrong concept which most of us think..

But they are happy with their life.

HAPPY.

You will say they died due to hunger, such poor thing...

We must change the way they live.

But they are HAPPY.

Happy despite only having to share one portion of rice with 10 people.

Where has Happiness got to?

Really..

I'm just wondering.

I don't mind dying of hunger, being stupid, having low IQ, doesn't know how to communicate with foreigners as long as I am happy.

Yes, I'm willing to sacrifice anything to be happy.

Sadly, happiness has lost its values in this current world.

:(

Sorry for my bad english.

I'm weird.

I'm sure there are alot of people laughing at this post cause it's crappy.

Hey, at least I speak out my mind :)

Being a cancer is tough :(

school's starting?

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I love my friends.

School's starting soon.

AHH.

THIS IS A #FML situation.

CRISIS.

LOL.

Okay.

My holidays do not feel like a HOLIDAY at all.

GRR.

Holiday is never enough huh?

HEHE.

I need 6months of holidays! ^^

LOL.

I guess I need to wait a very very very long time then I could have that 6months of holiday :(

I'm so tired of everything.

I wanna cry.

Just laze on bed.

No eating, no bothering of replying anyone. (Doesn't make sense does it? LOL)

Just wanna be alone,all by myself, in a quiet room- crying. :(

Sounds so emo and lonely.

But i really need that time of loneliness and space.

I do :(

OH, EMO Mahirah isn't so AWESOME.

HAHA!

I'm thankful for having awesome friends around me all the time to tell me it's okay to be emo, sad and unhappy in life.

Afterall, they know that I'm a strong girl who will be able to pick myself up even though the world knocks me down in a bad, horrible and ugly way(s).

Yes, I've been through a lot for an 18year-old teenager.

But I'm still a Happy girl who knows what's right, wrong, bad and good for myself.

:)

AAHH.

A positive note on my post, finally ^^

LOL.

I'll end my post with some movitation quotes I made myself while I was otw to work.

HAHA!

"Life will get tougher each day for every individual. Some make it through, some doesn't. So why some are able to make it through? Because they believe. Believe is the most beautiful word in everyone's life. Use it wisely, and you'll know the beauty of believe :)"

-I made the wrong decision in life again. "Nothing is wrong in every decision you made. Every decision you made is right if you view it in a different perspective. Learn to view things at different perspective. If you do, you'll be an optimistic person without even realising it :) "

"Friends are someone who will never leave you even though you did them wrong in the first place, they are people who willing to forgive you, accept you the way you are, there for you when you need someone to talk to. Once someone whom you called friend, make you fell shit and insecure about yourself, LEAVE them as they ain't your friend at all. "

 

I miss this girl :)

I hope she's doing well with her life ^^

Last long with your bf, AMIN :)

I love my bestfriend :) ^^

She's awesome :)