Anything could happen

Hi, I'm Mahirah

 

 

I can't believe he is gone.

I'm not close to him but this is sad.

Afterall, he was my brother's closest friend.

Condolences to his family.

I hope my brother will be fine.

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school's starting?

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I love my friends.

School's starting soon.

AHH.

THIS IS A #FML situation.

CRISIS.

LOL.

Okay.

My holidays do not feel like a HOLIDAY at all.

GRR.

Holiday is never enough huh?

HEHE.

I need 6months of holidays! ^^

LOL.

I guess I need to wait a very very very long time then I could have that 6months of holiday :(

I'm so tired of everything.

I wanna cry.

Just laze on bed.

No eating, no bothering of replying anyone. (Doesn't make sense does it? LOL)

Just wanna be alone,all by myself, in a quiet room- crying. :(

Sounds so emo and lonely.

But i really need that time of loneliness and space.

I do :(

OH, EMO Mahirah isn't so AWESOME.

HAHA!

I'm thankful for having awesome friends around me all the time to tell me it's okay to be emo, sad and unhappy in life.

Afterall, they know that I'm a strong girl who will be able to pick myself up even though the world knocks me down in a bad, horrible and ugly way(s).

Yes, I've been through a lot for an 18year-old teenager.

But I'm still a Happy girl who knows what's right, wrong, bad and good for myself.

:)

AAHH.

A positive note on my post, finally ^^

LOL.

I'll end my post with some movitation quotes I made myself while I was otw to work.

HAHA!

"Life will get tougher each day for every individual. Some make it through, some doesn't. So why some are able to make it through? Because they believe. Believe is the most beautiful word in everyone's life. Use it wisely, and you'll know the beauty of believe :)"

-I made the wrong decision in life again. "Nothing is wrong in every decision you made. Every decision you made is right if you view it in a different perspective. Learn to view things at different perspective. If you do, you'll be an optimistic person without even realising it :) "

"Friends are someone who will never leave you even though you did them wrong in the first place, they are people who willing to forgive you, accept you the way you are, there for you when you need someone to talk to. Once someone whom you called friend, make you fell shit and insecure about yourself, LEAVE them as they ain't your friend at all. "

 

I miss this girl :)

I hope she's doing well with her life ^^

Last long with your bf, AMIN :)

I love my bestfriend :) ^^

She's awesome :)

not my usual life

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I want my face to be acne free :(

Been working that I barely use my laptop to tweet/ tumblr/ blog.

:(

I'm so tired but I'm going work later.

AHHH, what a life.

I want my rest!

MY HOLIDAYYYYYYYYY!

OMG.

:(

If money were that easy to obtain.

ZZZZZ.

Life's so tough.

Money, MONEY, Money.

How old am I again?

Why am I always thinking of money?

Dear Mommy, can you enlighten my worries?

Who am I kidding?

I'm supposed to be the one enlightening her worries and burden, I'm her child afterall.

Received a letter from the school regarding my attendance.

LOL.

I only didnt come for that module once and I got a reminder.

HAHA!

Oh well, I'll come for the rest of the lessons next time.

HEHE.

Winnie the Pooh is such a sweetie and awesome character.

Never fails to provide awesome quotes.

:)

I'll end my post with winnie the pooh's quotes.

winnie the pooh's movie is coming out ^^
I can't wait to watch it.
HEHE.
<3
If winnie the pooh exists in my life, i won't be depress or sad but happy to be able to face challenges in life :)

I love my BESTIE <3

mommy

Hi, I'm Mahirah

insecurity leads to sadness

Where were you when I needed someone to talk to the most?

You’re busy working and worrying about our finance.

Maybe I’m selfish.  I always want you to be a good mom and housewife, always at home- cooking, doing the laundry, have a random chat with all of my siblings and dad.

But you can never be what I want you to be because, without you working, I don’t think my sisters and I could still attend school. L

Every girl would have something great to talk to or share with their mom, but I never share anything with you. You’ve never asked me about my life or school. You tend to pay more attention towards my brother and sisters. What about me? L

Most of my friends told me to take the first step in building a better relationship with my mom but I never dare to because I know our personality clashes and we may never come to the same terms when we talk. Maybe I’m not trying hard enough.L

I always want to hug you randomly and tell you that I love you. But I never did because I’m afraid that you won’t tell me that you love me too L

However, I’m glad my brother exists because without him I don’t think we can talk more than 5minutes.

I think tomorrow then I’ll visit the polyclinic for my consultation.

I guess today isn’t my day L

I shall go shop for a shoe and make myself happy J

PS: I always love my mommy although I always vent my anger when I’m disappointed in her.

hi, i'm smart :D haha!

the who, no the them.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

These few days, i'm a sad girl.

Earth is an ugly place to live in.

Everyone is similar.

:(

We're all similar, we're not same.

:(

I've deleted some people from fb.

Why?

Because i wanna keep my social network a safe network.

:(

Though i am close to some of them, i still delete them.

:(

Sorry.

:(

I'm too sad right now.

Very sad that even ice-cream doesn't help.

But i'm fine now.

But i am still sad.

:(

Today i wont be crying but instead, i will be thinking to myself why am i living and think differently from others.

:(

"Failure is unimportant. It takes courage to make a fool of yourself." -Charlie Chaplin

but where has this lead me to? sadness. :(

i'm so lost :(

People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.

omg, i think i build too much walls. :(

: O

:(

 i'm a very sad girl right now :(

:( bye, my readers.

2011.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

My 2011 is a bad start.

:(

I wish I wasn't naive or selfish.

Dear Amir, 

I don't know whether you are angry, annoyed, disappointed or unhappy with me.

But I totally deserve whatever shitty feelings you're having about me now and yesterday. 

:(

I am A BAD friend.

When you needed me the most, I wasn't there for you.

:(

I wish we will be fine soon.

really really soon.

I miss telling you how work was, i miss eating ice-cream with you, i miss losing a bet with you, i miss smsing you, i miss calling you, i miss your jacket, i miss your jokes, i miss you laughter, i miss your ringtone, i miss your wink, basically, I miss you alot. 

:(

Dear god, 

please look after amir when i'm not with him.

Yes, people may think I'm behaving like a fool to cry for you.

But you worth my tears, because you're one of a kind.

:(

and you said: move along move along, like i know you do

Anyways, hope new year's been great for all of you! :D
loves, mahirah.

maybe i was in the wrong.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i'm sorry for not trying to understand you.

yes, i'm bad at replying people's text.

i'm sorry.

i'm very sorry fendi. :(

injection is killing me indirectly. :(

i wish i'm okay in a few hours time since i'm going sch later and not to forget work. 

i miss GPG. :'(

i wish i wasn't naive and things go back to normal.

today isn't a bad day but a sad day.

i wish i don't think too much.

:(

i'll be fine soon.

i just need faiz to cheer me up:S

K.O

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I wish I'm pretty.

Suddenly, your words delivered to me yesterday hit me so badly today. :(

Yes, I don't show others I'm serious about my life that's the reason why I lost lots of wonderful people who used to be in my life, and that includes you. :(

On the way back home, my MP3 plays los of sad songs :(

(8nov, 2010: i changed my relationship status form single to in an open relationship)

(11nov, 2010: you told me we can't keep on going like this)

(14nov, 2010: i cried so badly, losing you is a pain that i haven't had in a really long time)

14nov, 2010 @night:
we had a talk then laugh but yet it's still such a pain.
i told you i was fine, i was lying.
and i know you know i was lying
and you know i know, you was lying.
and yet, we pretend we're cool about letting things go.
now, who's fault is it that we both turn out to be liars?
sadly, we have ourselves to blame for not being brave enough to take up this challenge.
i'm a sag girl with nothing but fake smiles to make things turn out to be fine, what about you on the other hand? i know you probably be behaving and feeling way awful than i am.
:(

I'm a sad girl right now but i'll motivate myself to be strong and move on.

i'm not happy. i just learn to smile and let it go.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Ever start your day with bad news? Well, i just experienced it:0

:(

I'll be strong and move on.

I believe i can do it since I've experienced this more than twice.

I won't ask you why the sudden change or why must you do this to me.

I'll respect your decision and I'll be fine just like how you wish I'll be.

It won't be that quick, but soon i'll be normal again.

Like you used to said: I'm the strongest girl you've met so far.

So I won't disappoint you, I'll make sure you're right about that and we'll pass by these days perfectly fine.

with you or without you, my world will be different but i believe it'll get better.:)

the only way to get it better isn't by waiting and letting time heals my pain but motivate myself to be strong and move on.