Hi, I'm Mahirah
insecurity leads to sadness
Where were you when I needed someone to talk to the most?
You’re busy working and worrying about our finance.
Maybe I’m selfish. I always want you to be a good mom and housewife, always at home- cooking, doing the laundry, have a random chat with all of my siblings and dad.
But you can never be what I want you to be because, without you working, I don’t think my sisters and I could still attend school. L
Every girl would have something great to talk to or share with their mom, but I never share anything with you. You’ve never asked me about my life or school. You tend to pay more attention towards my brother and sisters. What about me? L
Most of my friends told me to take the first step in building a better relationship with my mom but I never dare to because I know our personality clashes and we may never come to the same terms when we talk. Maybe I’m not trying hard enough.L
I always want to hug you randomly and tell you that I love you. But I never did because I’m afraid that you won’t tell me that you love me too L
However, I’m glad my brother exists because without him I don’t think we can talk more than 5minutes.
I think tomorrow then I’ll visit the polyclinic for my consultation.
I guess today isn’t my day L
I shall go shop for a shoe and make myself happy J
PS: I always love my mommy although I always vent my anger when I’m disappointed in her.
hi, i'm smart :D haha!
