my heart skips a beat

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i miss my black and very messy hair.

A week has passed and finally i am here to update my blog :)

Been busy working, working and working just to earn money so i can enjoy shopping, celebrating April's Birthday BABES AND DUDES and meet-ups with my lovely friends for the month of April  <3

:D

So how's life been for my readers?

Awesome? Boring? Normal? Saddening?

Mine was all of the above. :|

As i get older, i've realised that: Life's been so unfair.

Grrr.

But never mind, i shall make my life seems fair as time pass by.

:)

Today is going to be my off day!

Wee~

Very very very HAPPYYYYY!

Because I've been working 4days straight and my legs are aching very badly right now.

AND AND right now, I am blogging in a very very very UNGLAM way.

HAHAHA!

Oh well, I've always been unglam.

GEH!

It's been days since i last met up with Amir.

Going to meet up with him soon.

^^

Miss my bestie, Alice, Wahidah, Fendi and Rid!

Meet-up soon please ^^

:D

Okay, i shall start blogging on a hot topic which been circulating among singaporeans.

And that is: Seth Rogen making fun of Singapore in the Conan O'Brien show

So what do i think about the segment of the show whereby he starts to make fun of singapore.

I felt that some of the points he brought up are facts which I as a Singaporean can't deny.

I also felt that he was mean but funny on the other hand.

:0

Chill Singaporeans, chill, it's just a show.

Even if he does feel that way, we can't do anything about it right?

Each and every individual have different mindset and views on different countries.

We can't possibly please every foreigners or visitors visiting Singapore.

:)

As long as we are happy living in singapore, we don't need to feel angry over someone/ them who make fun of singapore since they aint the one living in singapore.

:D

CHILLAX PEOPLE :D 

CN BLUE~

Wee, i cant wait to see their comeback in korea's music shows.

hehe, i love him the most in one direction.

NIALL HORAN <3

One direction is a band which most teenagers around the world should be aware of.
All of them are good-looking! :D
HEHE.

I wanna be forever young, what about you?
HEHE ^^

the who, no the them.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

These few days, i'm a sad girl.

Earth is an ugly place to live in.

Everyone is similar.

:(

We're all similar, we're not same.

:(

I've deleted some people from fb.

Why?

Because i wanna keep my social network a safe network.

:(

Though i am close to some of them, i still delete them.

:(

Sorry.

:(

I'm too sad right now.

Very sad that even ice-cream doesn't help.

But i'm fine now.

But i am still sad.

:(

Today i wont be crying but instead, i will be thinking to myself why am i living and think differently from others.

:(

"Failure is unimportant. It takes courage to make a fool of yourself." -Charlie Chaplin

but where has this lead me to? sadness. :(

i'm so lost :(

People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.

omg, i think i build too much walls. :(

: O

:(

 i'm a very sad girl right now :(

:( bye, my readers.

a rough time

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I'm not a cheerful person.

After work, faiz asked me to meet him.

I didn't want to but he managed to persuade me.

I'm glad he managed to persuade me or else their plan of making me a surprise would be a waste.

:)

I'm seriously touched by the cookies baked by 4 handsome, charming and adorable gentlemen. 

Who are they?

Faiz, Fendi, Rid and Amir. <3

Haha.

And yes amir, thanks for the ice-cream:)

3years have passed by so quickly. And I have to agree many things have happened. Been through lots of happiness, sadness and naiveness. And i come to realise that I'm still the same old me. Yes, I am.

I used to think , after breaking up with my boyfriend which happens a long long time ago, I became someone who doesn't care about anything and someone who isn't serious about relationship or takes guy for granted. But i guess i'm not. I'm serious about my life. I'm concern with what i do/ say to someone. I may be blur and dumb for not getting hints about people liking me but I do take things seriously. I'm always laughing, giggling and snorting but deep down I'm thinking about my life. I hurt few people who care about me and I'm sorry about it. Sorry? I know forgiveness isn't enough but that's all i could do. I'm a sad girl who learns how to smile in order to think positively. No one's a happy person in this world. No one is but they become a happy soul due to the fact they have someone to love/ show concern or someone who treasures him/ her. :)

However, I'm still looking forward to my death because I believe the reason for me living is to wait for death:)

And the life i'm living right now, is challenges set for me before making me lead a heaven's life after death.

Amir: when's the time you think we're became closer?

Me: errr. for me, it's the time when we bought ice-cream and had a long talk about each of our own's relationships.

Amir: Same for me. That's why I'm planning to buy the same ice-cream we had last 3years.

Me: Flashback?

Amia: Yes, i guess. 

Me: Sure. since you're buying them not me.

Amir: You could still crack a joke when i'm trying to be serious. That's why i fall for you.

Me: How should i replied you then?

 Both: *Laughs*

i'm glad we talked about it.

but i'll let you go since it's the best for us.

:D