wonderful!

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Ouuuuuuuhhhhhhh. What small eyes I have! HAHA!

I'm sorry for not updating my blog and thank you for continuing to stalk me although my blog seems dead.

:)

HEHE.

So i've been pretty busy this week.

Grr.

Very very busy.

Too Busy that i think i'm going to fall ill soon.

But i guess not, since I'm kinda active now.

HAHA.

Oh2, did i told you i bought fake nails and pretty nail polish?! :D

HEHE!

I'm very very happy!

So happy because My nails are looking pretty.

Okay, maybe not that pretty but it's so much better than the usual dull nails i used to have.

HAHA!

CNY is coming!

WEE~

Very very excited!

Because I'll be working during CNY and yes, it means DOUBLE PAY~

WEE~

But ASSIGNMENTS are bringing down my level of happiness. :(

Oh well, i don't think i'll bother about assignment when it's CNY.

HAHA!

Btw, I won a bet with Amir.

HEHE.

Seems like he has to buy ice-cream for Alice and Me tomorrow:D

MUAHAHA!

See uh see, you think i'll lose right?

Not only that, he can't call me piggy for a week.

HEHE!

VERY VERY VERY Happy!

:D:D:D

Thing to look forward next week:

JAN'S SALARY

CNY

SHOPPING

sorry for the random selection of photos.

gtg, need to get ready for work:D

do you know my top 3 happiness in life?

1. food

2.family and friends

3. sleep

what the hell- avril <3

why so many people think they're fat?

Hi, I'm Mahirah

Don't praise me for not being fat because i wish i am fat.

We all want someone better looking.

Funny how some men, no, not some but most of the men said they like woman who aint wearing any make-up or they don't go for looks. It's funny because in the end, they end up with a woman wearing make-up or someone prettier than the other woman/ women who used to like them in the past.
And men have more darker secret(s) than we, women have.
Scary!
:(
And even if men are getting old, they still wanna look good so badly.
Very scary.
:(
Yes, they might say they love you but they'll still wanna flirt around or play.
Freaking scary.
:(
Why do us, women bother to look good?
Because of the fact that men only look at pretty women in any possible ways.
:(

But i still choose to believe that men are strong human being who have weird taste as compared to women.
They know who suits them best and they are willing to change for someone:)
And in the end or you call it marriage, they do go for woman with personality as compared to looks:)
 HAHA.
I hope i'm right:)
So don't disappoint me ,men, because i believe you're good human beings with a feminine heart.


I'm in love with Mcfly.
Gee.
I've always love McFly. But i still wanna say i'm in love with them.
:)
Hehe.
Can't wait for their new music video which will be out in 6th march:D
<3 This song: i've got you



Dear faiz, thanks for hacking my twitter and fb:D
Haha.
Take care eh, next time i saw you you're not going off so easily:D
Muahahaha.

let's make a change

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I think I'm changing :)

I finally open up myself to Alice yesterday.
Alice told me she was happy that i opened up myself to her.
I guess I am too hard on myself all these while.
Maybe it's time for me to really open up to people around me:)
I promise I'll do that more often.
I really miss Smitha:(
I hope we'll get to meet each other soon:)
I really really really miss laughing and telling her about my life:>
So how's january been for all of you?
I hope it's not that bad..
Well if it's bad then, it's bad.
so move on.
i know moving on isn't the best way or a good way at all for motivating someone from feeling lousy or sad..
but moving on does help for a short period of time.
like i said it's short , hence while taking this short 'break' ,which i like to presume, think about your life and reflect what's gone wrong.
if you find nothing's wrong, you've been mixing around with the wrong people.
because only if you mix around with the right people,they would have been honest about what's wrong with you or your life
well, it's really okay to only have 1 true friend, because in the future and for the rest of your life, that only 1 true friend of yours will be there for you through thick and thin.
believe me because friends aint about quantity but trust and honesty.
:D

i'm never confident of myself

 Hi, I'm Mahirah. 

if you know me from 4years ago, i love to take pictures <3

Maybe fights make us stronger :)

Today i had a duty for Open House.

Open house was tiring but fulfilling because i was consistently promoting my course to several visitors:)

<3

I hope BZSE will be a popular course over the years.

After duty, head back home to meet wonderful Amir and Alice.

Alice was late and i only met her for 5mins.

HAHA!

Alice pretty lah seh!

Gehehe.

Made Pizza using Gardenia Bread.

HEHE.

HAHA. Doesn't look that appetizing right?

OH well, i don't care.

As long as it's food, I'm up to the challenge of eating it.

Muahahaha.

 

Then after eating pizza, i went to take a nap.

GEHEHE.

Woke up around 7pm, took a bathe, had dinner and finally i'm on blogger :)

HUHU.

Going to start doing my LMS project soon and then chat with Alice Tan Jon.

<3

Well, it's been a week since 2011 started.

So how's 2011 been for you?

Mine wasnt so bad, things work out between Amir and me, I'm a happy girl but not going to be happy soon since school's starting in 2days time:(

But still I have wonderful friends to make me feel HAPPY! :D

Thanks for stalking me though i didn't really update my blog that often:)

I'll try to update as much as possible when holiday starts, which is in 6weeks time <3

Till then , enjoy my pictures.

business with a heart =

social enterprise

<3 my course.

Why are you regretting?

Move on.

Yes, tell yourself to move on.

In the future, you may feel your friends help you in moving on.

But the truth is, it takes one inner-self to move on.

So tell yourself to move on.

2011.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

My 2011 is a bad start.

:(

I wish I wasn't naive or selfish.

Dear Amir, 

I don't know whether you are angry, annoyed, disappointed or unhappy with me.

But I totally deserve whatever shitty feelings you're having about me now and yesterday. 

:(

I am A BAD friend.

When you needed me the most, I wasn't there for you.

:(

I wish we will be fine soon.

really really soon.

I miss telling you how work was, i miss eating ice-cream with you, i miss losing a bet with you, i miss smsing you, i miss calling you, i miss your jacket, i miss your jokes, i miss you laughter, i miss your ringtone, i miss your wink, basically, I miss you alot. 

:(

Dear god, 

please look after amir when i'm not with him.

Yes, people may think I'm behaving like a fool to cry for you.

But you worth my tears, because you're one of a kind.

:(

and you said: move along move along, like i know you do

Anyways, hope new year's been great for all of you! :D
loves, mahirah.

you're my top 10

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

<3 popeyes.

New year is almost here.

Let's review what have happened to me for this year.

Jan '10

Things weren't so well.

Broken friendships with Fendi and Rid.

Starbucks

<3

Feb '10

Haziq's a pain in my neck.

HAHA.

<3

March '10

Smitha's Bdae.

Things weren't well with Smitha but we made it through.

I <3 Her.

April '10

Fendi and I are friends again

<3

May '10

This month, i find school to be awesome.

<3 my classmates, <3 my badminton friends, <3 my IJS mates, <3 my CCA friends, <3 Super Junior.

<3

June '10

Amir was the best man on earth.

<3

July '10

I turned 17 on this month.

<3

August '10

Fasting month.

<3

I lost myself

September '10

Hari Raya.

This month i felt rich.

<3

I'm gaining my confidence.

<3

October '10

I felt smarter after getting my result.

Hi, welcome to Popeyes!

<3

I'm believing in myself again.

November '10

<3 OE Popeyes

<3 I'm moving on strongly

December '10

Harry Potter 7

Amir

Cambodia.

Christmas.

<3

My top 10 precious people in my 2010 life <3

1. Family

When I'm not strong, they're there for me.

When I'm turning evil/ insane , they're there to tell me I'm wrong.

When I'm kind, they're there to tell me I'm good.

When I'm pissed, they're there being quiet.

I've always love my family but this year I love my family because they're a family to me.

2. Smitha

When I'm sad, she's there to make me laugh.

When I'm happy, she's there to make me go crazy/

When I'm crazy, she's there to make me go active.

3. Amir

When I think I'm losing myself, he's there to tell me it's okay to be lost.

When I'm sad, he's there to cheer me up.

When I'm sleepy, he's there to see my unglam face

4. Alice + Wahidah

When I think I'm mean, they're there to remind me how nice I am.

When I'm craving for ice-cream, she's there to buy ice-cream for me.

When I miss Amir, she's there to tell Amir I miss Amir.

5. Faiz

When I'm not in good terms with Amir, he's there to make me understand Amir more.

When Amir's busy and not by my side, he's there to be the next annoying Amir.

When Amir disturb me, he's there to make the jokes more funnier.

6. Jiayi

When I'm lost in class, she's there to explain to me.

When I'm hyper, she's there to entertain my annoying-ness.

When I'm sad/ angry in school, she's there to calm me down.

7. Fendi

When I'm bored otw back home on friday , he's there to walk with me to clementi interchange.

When I'm bored in class, he's there to sms me.

When I'm looking lost in school, he's there to see my lost face.

8. Irfaniah

When I'm laughing, she's laughing too.

When I'm nonsensical, she's there to entertain me.

When I'm crazy, she's crazy too.

9. GPG

When I'm laughing, they're laughing too.

When I'm being like a bitch, they'll be bitches too.

When I see/ do stupid things during work time, they're there to witness them too.

10. Julyn

When I'm crazy, she's crazy too.

When I'm happy, she's there to join my happiness.

When I do stupid things, she's there to laugh at me.

hehe, make it 11.<3

Dear الله, 

thank you for letting me know these people :)

Amin.

So how's christmas?

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I'm not funny, i wish i am.

As my title goes "So how's Christmas?" ,

Christmas was awesome.

Hehe.

Though I don't party, I had an awesome Christmas because of Alice, Amir, Atikah, Saf, Yana and workmates :)

<3

Thanks Alice for the Ice-cream!

Really enjoyed eating Ice-cream with you! :)

Wuuuu~

Chilling sungguh bile ku go to work.

HEHE.

Thanks Saf and Yana for being funny during work:D

So kecoh lah krg!

"barbeque-ish, barbeque-ish, barbeque-ish,wish, wish, barbeque-ish!"

KEHEHEHE.

Aku suke kerje dgn krg!

HEHE.

Aww thanks Atikah for dropping down to workplace.

HEHE, you look super pretty yesterday:D

Minah Korean!

HEHE.

Lastly, thanks Amir for making me laugh like shit yesterday:)

With you around me, you make me feel as though my world is prefect.

<3

Can't wait for new year!

Wee~

Has anyone make their new year resolution?

:D

I haven't I think I'll make one when I'm ready.

HAHA.

Last year's wishes

Are this year's apologies

Every last time I come home

I take my last chance

To burn a bridge or two

I only keep myself sick in the head

Cause I know how the words get you

We're the new face of failure

Prettier and younger but not any better off

Bulletproof and loneliness

At best, at best

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Collect the bad habits

That you couldn't bare to keep

Out of the woods but I love

A tree I used to lay beneath

Kisses still there

From a sour bottle baby girl

With eyes the size of baby worlds

We're the new face of failure

Prettier and younger but not any better off

Bulletproof and loneliness

At best, at best

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

The best way

To make it through

With hearts and wrists in tact

Is to realize

Two outta three ain't bad

Ain't bad

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

(Honeymoon)

Sitting in a honeymoon

(In a honeymoon)

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you 

the end.

you're mahirah, that's why i can't forget you

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i'm ugly.

Amir is the sweetest friend i ever have.

He's the only guy friend who can understand my confusion and my complicated mindset.

He doesn't blame me for being mean/ bad towards us.

Instead he blames himself for not being able to make us happen.

It's funny how an adorable and good-looking man like him can like an ugly and not pretty girl like me.

Maybe it's true when they said some handsome man likes ugly girl :Z

It's funny how I can be close to him when he's my ex-bf's best friend.

It's unbelievable that I can like him when he's actually was with his Ex that point of time.

When was the first time we told one another we like one another more than friends?

:)

Heh, it's funny if you're to think back how far we've been through.

From strangers to friendly-enemies to friends to close friends to scandals to PT-BF to Complicated friends to darlings to ... So what are we currently uh? :D

Gee, we're so whatever lah eh.

HAHA.

December's been a good month so far.

:)

AND Christmas is almost here.

Wee~

Can irritate my wonderful friends with my monotonous voice of Christmas Songs.

i <3 coffee, and you too my readers.

can you see the heart? <3

i guess you look through my heart instead of my ugly appearance :)

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby (repeat and fade)