Hi, I'm Mahirah
"I'm not fine" is not easy to tell as compared to "I'm fine"
I walked home crying because I miss you so much. I can't believe it has been 2years since you've left.
It's always this time of the month, I feel like shit. :(
I still text your number. I still wait like a fool. I still hope for a miracle to happen. I guess miracle only exists when both parties are still living. So how can I still foolishly hoping for a miracle when you ain't even here?
I deleted all your pictures. I thought that will be the fastest way for me to stop thinking about you. However, I forgot that my brain is still working. The memories we spent in the past still linger in my mind whenever the time of the month comes.
I hate this. I want to see you again but I can't. Good bye? No, I refuse to say that. NO, NO. I need to say Good bye. I didn't even get to meet you for the last time. I'm terribly sorry for delaying our meet-up. That is still my greatest regret in life.
You were the best person I've ever known yet I didn't appreciated it. I am stupid.
:( Thank you for always loving me.
