Sunday, October 30, 2011

malaysia

Hi, I'm Mahirah.
I'll be away for days :(

Hey guys, I  feel that I should write out a short post since I'll be away from Singapore soon and I havent been blogging much. :(
I don't feel like going. :/
I just wanna rest at home, eat snacks, chat with friends, stalk celebs and tumblr, not to forget, to tweet all day :(
NYEKKK.
No matter how much I procrastinate, I still have to go.
Afterall it's school matters.
I'll blog about the trip when I'll back.
HEHE.
Till then fellow stalkers of mine.
Enjoy pictures that I steal from TUMBLR.
HEHE.








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I hope there's wifi then i can tumblr. hehe :D


Monday, October 17, 2011

Selfish

Hi, I'm Mahirah
1st day of school was OK ^^

I realised that as I grew older, I relearn stuffs I was taught when I was only 6?
Things like: you shouldn't lie, you shouldn't be selfish, you shouldn't take things for granted, you must learn to share?
But then again, as you grew older, things you were taught seems to contradict itself.
Matters like: knowing your parents lie, everyone around you are selfish, not many people know the meaning of sharing?
However, if people were to do what I was taught back when I was 6, how would the world be right now? :/
I would be living in a world that's peaceful, less frightening and less complicated.
I bet most of you would have read a tragedy story about Junko Furuta, easy said, the girl who went through 44days of torture.
You may think 44days of torture, probably a girl being raped or beaten, it won't be that tragic.
Well, you should read about the story then comment about it.
If your mind still doesn't seem to bother, I'm speechless.
Yes, Speechless.

After reading the story, I came to realise that I've never actually been tortured by anyone.
Bullied? Yes.
Critisized? Yes.
Torture? No.
Junko did had a glimpse of hope to live despite being tortured but after 40days, she lost that hope.
Human beings were the one who made her lost that hope.
Human beings.
You may chose to call them criminals, monsters, worst than monsters, they're not human, sadly to say the truth is they're human.
Human beings, with blood running through them, have all the necessary organs and enzymes to keep them growing.
Human beings like us.
Look at how human beings can be.
Scary isn't it?
I've always said this plenty of times, and I could repeat it all day without being tired of it.
"The world isn't scary but human beings are scary."

Facts about the story:
Only with the age of 16-17, those boys could have thought of such unimaginable abuse.
Around 100 people knew what was happening but they pretend not to know about it.
Parents of the offender knew about the girl's sufferings.

My conclusion:
Just how selfish can human be?

Another thing that came through my mind after reading this was how ungrateful teens these days are.
Every now and then, some teens lost their virginity due to curiosity, 'love' and uncontrollable hormones.
While out there, some teens are being forced to lose their virginity to strangers.
And these teens actually wanna keep their virginity till they know when it's the right time.
Look, think and reflect at this whole thing.
 
The story about a girl being tortured for 44days make me think and feel that humans are scary and selfish.
I, myself, is disgusted by the fact that I'm living as a human.
Why can't I be a fish? Another mammal? Bird?
Why human?

On the other hand, I'm happy to read some comments saying:
Why these people are only given 8years of prison?
No one can feel/ understand the pain Junko gone through.
Why are they even alive?
This story is sick.
So pissed at the parents!

In every country, there would be some humans who commit such crimes.
Like how carefree and simple a place can be, however, there's some darkness in a small area.
Also, how a brat child can behave with gentle, caring and loving parents.

I hope people who havent heard the real life story of Junko Furuta would read, google and research about it.
I hope this story bring some awareness and learning points to some of you.
Remember to always appreciate what you have and it's never too late to change.
"Because a good person may not be the ultimate winner at the end of the day, it's someone who do what's right becomes the winner."






Hello, Hello ^^
I'm so sorry for not blogging for a long long time. :(
HEHE.
Anyways, I didnt enjoyed my holiday because it felt so short!
:(
Really!
NYEKKK.
Anyways, I managed to buy some items during the holidays!
SUCH AS MONEYPOLY!
HEHE. Kidding Monopoly ^^
Domo sticker, New Handphone, New BACKPACK for school, 2pairs of shoes, jeans and coloured pens ^^
HUHU~

A few hours ago, I was in school.
Yes, back to hell.
:(
Now, I'm at home blogging, listening to music, hugging my domo and washing my home clothes, soon being busy getting the laundry done after blogging :)
YAY! 
I can't wait for POISEDEN ^^
YUNHO OPPA~~~
HEHE.
OKAY, Gross lah Mahirah.
HEHE.
<3
Anyways, thank you for reading.
You know I always love my reader.
:)


Muacks, muacks, muacks.
Thank you for reading.
Let me hit 150views today? :)

Sunday, October 2, 2011


Hi, I'm Mahirah.
I've changed my phone, going to miss taking pictures with the budget camera. hehe ^^

28/9
Right after meeting aishah, I meet my ex-bf.

After so long of not hanging out with him alone, I finally did.
He looked happier as my steps were approaching him and I, on the other hand, was more than willing to move nearer to him. I almost forgot the simple and sweetest moments I spent with him last few years ago. He was someone who managed to make my life seems less complicated, me being more appreciative of my life and me being more secured.

I could not believe that he and I did spent almost 2hours talking about our pasts. We couldn’t stop laughing and giggling as we remind one another about the funny moment we spent, the quarrels we had, the problems we faced and the troubles we went through throughout the years.

As we reminisced, I shed some tears. I’m not sure whether it was tears of joy, sadness, regrets or accomplishments, but my heart and mind felt lighter as we continued on. He laughed when he saw my tears and told me: You’re still a crybaby. 

True, I’m still a crybaby.

 I used to shed a lot of tears in front of him, afterall, he’s someone who is close enough for me to share my problems with. He’s such a sweetheart, always there for me when I need someone to talk to.
I remembered him saying this to me before: You’re a lucky girl because I rarely make time for girls even if she happens to be my girlfriend.  And I asked: You’re trying to not to make me feel bad right? He replied: No, SERIOUS! SERIOUSLY! I don’t know. I’ll probably sound so cheesy saying this but you’re someone special to me. 
He’s also someone special to me. Yes, you are.
He told me he was disappointed when he read about my post on my first love. I couldn’t help but laughed since he failed to show me his “puppy-eyes” as he expressed his disappointment. He thought he was my first love.

I told him not to be disappointed because he did get to date me in the past when my first love couldn’t. He asked me if I did felt ‘in love’ with him when we used to date. I couldn’t answer him because it was such a long time ago but I’m pretty sure I really really really like him a lot that explains why I could easily cried when he almost landed into boys’ home. HAHAHA!

Hey boy, if you’re reading this post. I wanna thank you sincerely. I was sincere when we hug and told you that I was thankful but I just couldn’t stop laughing. Guess my laughter spoils the serious mood. HAHA! Really wanna thank you for meeting me and make me feel happy and not forget the bitter-sweet moments we had in the past. Let’s go and grab roti prata the next time we meet! ^^Oh2! Btw, I didn’t forget the moment you gave me a kiss on my forehead. ;)  

-END-

It seems like a lot of people around me are facing problems while I’m on the other hand, doesn’t seem to face any problem currently. After all, I managed to pull through the storm that stumbled upon me last few weeks ago? :D HEHE. Stay strong my fellow friends, whatever you’re facing in life is meant for you. Only you are able to pull it through, making wonders, miracles and learning points in your life. So be strong by staying calm and positive most of the time. You can call me or sms me if you need any help, someone to vent your anger on and advice. Remember that Mahirah the most adorable is always here for her friends! ^^
HEHEHEHEHE.


 okay, nokia is so updated.
you could sync your phone to your desktop or laptop and you can like reply your sms using your laptop.
however, bluetooth or the cable needed to be plugged in.
but still! ^^
this is why i love nokia phones :)

musics, pictures, almost everything could be sync and updated into nokia ovi making you not having to worry about spoiling your phone and losing all your smses or contacts.
hehe.


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