school's starting?

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I love my friends.

School's starting soon.

AHH.

THIS IS A #FML situation.

CRISIS.

LOL.

Okay.

My holidays do not feel like a HOLIDAY at all.

GRR.

Holiday is never enough huh?

HEHE.

I need 6months of holidays! ^^

LOL.

I guess I need to wait a very very very long time then I could have that 6months of holiday :(

I'm so tired of everything.

I wanna cry.

Just laze on bed.

No eating, no bothering of replying anyone. (Doesn't make sense does it? LOL)

Just wanna be alone,all by myself, in a quiet room- crying. :(

Sounds so emo and lonely.

But i really need that time of loneliness and space.

I do :(

OH, EMO Mahirah isn't so AWESOME.

HAHA!

I'm thankful for having awesome friends around me all the time to tell me it's okay to be emo, sad and unhappy in life.

Afterall, they know that I'm a strong girl who will be able to pick myself up even though the world knocks me down in a bad, horrible and ugly way(s).

Yes, I've been through a lot for an 18year-old teenager.

But I'm still a Happy girl who knows what's right, wrong, bad and good for myself.

:)

AAHH.

A positive note on my post, finally ^^

LOL.

I'll end my post with some movitation quotes I made myself while I was otw to work.

HAHA!

"Life will get tougher each day for every individual. Some make it through, some doesn't. So why some are able to make it through? Because they believe. Believe is the most beautiful word in everyone's life. Use it wisely, and you'll know the beauty of believe :)"

-I made the wrong decision in life again. "Nothing is wrong in every decision you made. Every decision you made is right if you view it in a different perspective. Learn to view things at different perspective. If you do, you'll be an optimistic person without even realising it :) "

"Friends are someone who will never leave you even though you did them wrong in the first place, they are people who willing to forgive you, accept you the way you are, there for you when you need someone to talk to. Once someone whom you called friend, make you fell shit and insecure about yourself, LEAVE them as they ain't your friend at all. "

 

I miss this girl :)

I hope she's doing well with her life ^^

Last long with your bf, AMIN :)

I love my bestfriend :) ^^

She's awesome :)

accept me

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Why is life's unfair?

I'm not alone.

I'm not the only one suffering in this world.

The truth is everyone's suffering in this selfish world.

Yes, selfish is the word.

The word which suits the world I'm living in.

We're all selfish.

I am selfish too. :(

I wish I wasn't.

I keep secrets which I've never told anyone before.

I keep these secrets closely to my heart and not wanting to share them with anyone at all because I'm selfish.

SELFISH.

Let's admit it, all of us, human beings, are similar.

See the word?

SIMILAR?

We've been hurt, lied to, used by, betrayed, lost, insecure.

We've all been through that.

So it makes us similar, right?

True, not everyone gone through the same situations and obstacles in life but at the end of the day, we felt the same pain, agony and torture.

We're similar but not the same and can never be exactly the same.

And that's part of life :(

What a way to start my post..

Oh bummer, haha!

Okay, I'm not emo-ing or sad or anything got to do to make my smile turns upside down.

I'm actually happy with my life ^^

:D

HEHE ^^

If you're following me on twitter, you'll probably know why I'm happy.

HEHE.

Not going to tell you.

LOL.

So apparently, well uploading photos from my phone to my laptop, I realised that I do have A LOT of photos to be uploaded.

HAHA!
But i upload only a few.
HEHE.

So my blog is be filled with unglam, random, inappropriate photos taken by myself and my younger sister.

:D

You can simply click the red 'X' button when your eyes are sore or bored while looking at my photos.

HAHA!

I miss my brother.
I hope he's doing well with his training :)
Dear Tuhan, please look after my brother closely.
<3