m.a.h.a.m.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I wish my skin was flawless.

Yesterday POA lesson wasn't boring.

I learnt lots of new things.

I hope POA isn't going to be very tough.

:)

Went bus home with Alicia , then accompanied her to buy dog's food.

Was supposed to meet Amir & Faiz but didn't because I was too lazy.

Haha.

Faiz saddening right?

Haha, went to Amir house to meet me but then I didn't come down to meet both of you.

Yes, I'm such a _______ (anything that sounds comfortable for you:)

Today was the first lesson of LMS.

Didn't really talked much with anyone.

Was busying chatting and facebooking.

I hope this sems of IS will be as fun as IJS.

:)

I seriously miss my former IJS mates:D:D:D

<3 THEM alot.

GRR, if only i didn't plan to go CCA, i would be meeting Amir, Faiz and Rid to play drum. :(

Oh well, at least I get to joke around with Irfaniah.

HEHE.

Faiz: Eh, kau dengan gay partner aku amacam?

Me: Huh? Entah. We cam gitu gini gitu like that.

Both laughs.

Faiz: Maham lah korang.

Me: What maham?

Faiz: you plus him= maham.

Me: Kiwak, name takleh burok lagi pe?

Faiz: Ade lagi burok, ni lah terbest untuk korang.

Me: Thanks. You're so nice to think of a couple name for us.

Faiz: Of course. What am I right?

Me: Yeah, yeah.

Both giggles.

HAHA, stupid Faiz.

What a name for Amir and me.

Now, rid also called us MAHAM.

Have to get ready in 2hours time to meet Irfaniah and go CCA after exploring scarefest.

Oh, not to forget, Happy 17th Birthday to Carlisle :D

ehm... should i colour my hair?

think. think.

think harder.

yeah, maybe in 2months time, i'll dye my hair.

love for my friends.

spoilt.

now. what?

think.

bluek. kay lame.

love again. this time for Amir.

Thanks for being such a nice BBF

I know what Amir would say.

Amir: Small EYES.

ermm..

ugly.

look at how large my house is and how lonely i am.

yes, i'm very lonely now.

things to buy:

SS3 tix

SPECTACLES

SHOES

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now

wish right now

a chance; i don't believe it exist

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I couldn't come for work today:(

First and foremost, I'm terribly sorry for the late update. I'm such a liar ain't I? Haha. Oh well, what can I do about it? I mean school has started for me, as usual, school will end quite late and i would feel very drain and restless most ofall the time. Dang, my horror of having a boring life has started. :0 But it's okay since I'll be meeting and hanging out with some people soon over the months. And not to forget, I'm going to be working on weekends too. Therefore, i can conclude; my life won't be that boring but it's going to be very exhausting. Can't wait for this semester to end and looking forward to the next long school break:)

Talked to Amir on the phone while walking back home from the bus stop. Haha. Faiz oh Faiz, You're such an annoying friend. Why must you join us tomorrow eh? Haha. Later I can't think properly with you around and not to forget I would be laughing my ass out with you around. Worst of all, Amir and you are going to be so GAY tomorrow. Haha. Never mind, since you'll join us for a while only:D

Working on Sat with Atikah & Sharifah:D Can't wait.

& Dear school, you never fails to spoil my plan.

Going to cut my fringe tmr morning.

Dear fringe, don't grow so fast can?



"Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend"

messy as always

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

As my title goes, I am a Messy person.

The Story:

I've been working and meeting up with my long-never-meet-up friends before school starts, which will be starting soon in 4more days. OH MO! Haha. Geee, I really love old songs. Just finished listening to I swear by All-4-One. Awesome song. You should listen to it. Tmr to sun, i'll be working so I might not update my blog. I'll try to update it when school reopens. Ahh, I miss eating school's food and watch youtube during lessons. :D Going to resume my mischevious acts when school reopens next monday:) Amir's going to treat me ice-cream after work (sun) to congratulate me as I'm going to start a new sem in Poly. Hehe. I'm sure the ice-cream he'll buy for me would be delicious, since I'll be sharing with him:) Aww. Haha. Well, that's it.

The undelivered words:

Dear Fendi,

Random sms from you yeah. Haha. Life's great for me. I know you'll be stalking my blog so I type this for you. Haha. Whatever happened in the past has happened, so what can we do about it? We might not be able to forget about it since our brain is the most powerful organ which can store tons of memories, it'll be tough to just forget about it. So the only way out would be forgiving one another:) I'm still not ready to forgive you, but trust me, i will be forgiving you soon enough. Haha, you know me don't you. I haven't change abit. Ermm, maybe i do. Haha. I've become uglier. :0 Haha. Yes, let's meet up soon. I miss listening to your crap. :)

Dear Zad,

Rindu kan? I know. Haha. Sms kau, tak reply. I sms you, you never reply. Grr. Tough lah bro gini. Haha. Anything text me, hopefully I'm not working when you're out from NS:D (Dumb, camne kau nak bace ini eh??!!)

The unglam photos:

I swear by One-4-All:

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky

and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes

I know what's weighing on your mind

You can be sure I know my part

Cause I stand beside you through the years

You'll only cry those happy tears

And though I make mistakes

I'll never break your heart

Chorus

And I swear by the moon

And the stars in the sky I'll be there

I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there

For better or worse

Till death do us part

I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can

I'll build your dreams with these two hands

We'll hang some memories on the wall

And when (and when) just the two of us are there

You won't have to ask if I still care

Cause as the time turns the page

My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon

And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)

I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side

I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse

Till death do us part

I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon

And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)

I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side

I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)

Till death do us part I'll love you

With every single beat of my heart

I swear I swear I swear



I love GPG.

Happy Birthday Syikin

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

(From left to right: Yani, Sharifah, Me. I look retarted. Haha.)

School's starting in a week:0

The Story:

Yesterday was a tiring day.

Worked for 8hours then got changed and met Amir and Faiz at Amir's house to celebrate Syikin's 15th Birthday:D

Syikin looks adorable, she doesn't look as though she's 15 but 12.

Haha.

Ate, joke and laugh alot on the birthday party we made for Syikin.

Heh.

Though only 3people celebrate her birthday, she was touched and cried when we wished her Happy Birthday.

Awesome.

Faiz sent Syikin home and Amir sent me home:)

Heh.

Amir's such a sweet boy.

I hope he'll find a good girlfriend soon.

End.

So, Today I woke up to find my face bloated.

CEH.

Ugly to the max.

Oh well,fattening foods from yesterday's party caused my face to be bloated.

:0

And yes as usual, I feel so lazy to reply my 7 morning sms.

I don't think I'll reply to all.

Maybe I'll reply 2people only.

Haha.

So sorry people.

Banana for breakfast isn't so bad:D

The undelivered words:

Dear Amir, why your sms so long? Next time sms me longer lah. So long till it's the max text. Grr. But still, I love your text. It brightens up my day:) You're awesome. I'm so going to reply your sms! :D

Dear Faiz, you're funny and dumb. Haha. Which, reminds me alot of myself. Do take care of your girlfriend well. It's not easy to find a caring, sensible and lovable girl like her:) Cherish her alot:D Haha. I miss you only when you miss me, get it? Haha.

Dear Syikin, Happy 15th Birthday. Hope you'll do well for you exam. And whatever happens, I'm here for you.:) You're special and it takes time to really know ourselves and what we really want in life. After all, you're still young so don't be pressurized about such stuffs. I'm glad that you're taking life seriously and not taking it for granted. :)

And I said I was selfish.

Maybe I'm not.

It's just that I'm afraid of losing my sweet memories.



i don't need to give a title.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i've been single for more than 2years.

Yesterday:

Was my first day of work at POPEYE:D

It wasn't so bad and it turned out to be much much much more awesome than i thought it would be:)

AHHH, what a relief.

Oh2, and I got to know that 2 of my work friends are left-handed too:)

Left-handed FTW:D

HAHA!

I can't wait to work with them on this coming thurs:D

HEHE.

That reminds me, I need to wash my work attire.

I'll get to it soon~~~

Then after work, I met Amir:)

GEHHHHHH.

Damn, he looks awesome with his new hairstyle.

Okay, that's not important.

So, we got into a serious conversation that made me cry.

:0

BOO.

I hate him for saying such emotional stuffs to me.

On the other hand, it made me think about something called LOVE.

Today:

I watched 90210 and as usual, I start complimenting Matt Lanter.

OH come on, most of the girls would probably drool, admire and shout out positive comments when they saw charming, sexy and hot Actor on TV.

BUZZER.

HAHA.

Matt Lanter is seriously charming.

Dang, I should stop complementing him since it takes a miracle to be able to get to see him in person.:(

Going to watch The Mentalist on Channel 5 later:)

NYAH, another sexy actor, Simon Baker.

HEHE.

He's married though.;)

HAHAHA.

Chocolate Castle?

WOW!

AWESOME.

I wanna go to Japan so badly.:(



"Mockingbird"

Yeah

I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now

But hey, what daddy always tell you?

Straighten up little soldier

Stiffen up that upper lip

What you crying about?

You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad

Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had

I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh

I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry

Cause you're scared, I ain't there?

Daddy's with you in your prayers

No more crying, wipe them tears

Daddy's here, no more nightmares

We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it

Laney uncles crazy, ain't he?

Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it

We're all we got in this world

When it spins, when it swirls

When it whirls, when it twirls

Two little beautiful girls

Lookin' puzzled, in a daze

I know it's confusing you

Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news

I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems

The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me

All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see

Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did

We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me

But things have gotten so bad between us

I don't see us ever being together ever again

Like we used to be when we was teenagers

But then of course everything always happens for a reason

I guess it was never meant to be

But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is

But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep

Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]

Now hush little baby, don't you cry

Everything's gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya

Daddy's here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny

I remember back one year when daddy had no money

Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up

And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me

Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em

I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying

Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job

But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom

And at the time every house that we lived in

Either kept getting broken into and robbed

Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar

Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college

Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it

And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart

And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart

Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back

On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment

And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara

And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre

And flew you and momma out to see me

But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me

Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it

And you and Laney were to young to understand it

Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit

And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it

I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand

Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud

Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing

Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out

To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now

Wow, guess you pretty mature and daddy's still here

Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here

I like the sound of that, yeah

It's got a ring to it don't it?

Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too

Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird

I'mma give you the world

I'mma buy a diamond ring for you

I'mma sing for you

I'll do anything for you to see you smile

And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine

I'mma break that birdies neck

I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya

And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)



tut-tit-tat

Hi, you can call me Mahirah.

I woke up to know that i must change my facebook's last name.

Now, I'm known as Mahirah Optimusprime.

So yesterday, I went to GYM with Zulhilmi.

But we ended early.

Thanks to my weak body which couldn't function well and made me have a super severe headache when I only trained for less than half an hour.

:X

GG.

SO Sorry Zulhilmi:(

So today, maybe, I'm going out with sis to accompany her shopping.

:D:D:D

If not, I'll probably rot at home.

School's going to start soon and my class time-table isn't fully up yet.

ERR.

Or is it just me?

:0

Oh well, I shall check it when it's 3more days to school.

Just finished watching season 1 of The Spectacular Spiderman.

:)

Going to watch season 2 soon. :D

Recommended Drama to watch:

GLEE

How I Met Your Mother - HIMYM

iCarly

90210

Modern Family

Song Title: That's when I love you

By: Aslyn

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you, no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

No matter what

stats

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

This huge pen is loved.

So, how's my result?

Check it out yourself.

Positive note:

I seriously love my brain for being intellectual during exam.

Negative note:

FML, with this high GPA (i don't know whether it's high, but some of my friends said it's high, so i think it's high. one thing i know is I don't give a damn.), and being jobless.

I don't find it interesting.

If only money can be easily earned like falling down from the sky or grown on trees, I would be the happiest person in the world.

And yet again, i promise myself to go out today.

Well, I guess today i'll just rot at home and finish watching the spectacular spiderman. :]

Planning to go gym next week.

I hope i'll have company. :D

i wish i'm a boy.

they can find job much easier than i do.

:(

pictures.

Welcome to my first ever gallery of hairstyle :D

fringe: bangs

hair length: neck area

 fringe: almost same length as hair
 hair length: neck area.

fringe: almost ear area.
hair length: shoulder area

Fringe: Longer than eyebrow
Hair length: Neck Area

Fringe: Almost as long as hair length

Hair Length: Neck Area, Wavy

Fringe: Almost as long as hair length

Hair Length: Neck Area, Wavy

Fringe: Bangs, pinned up

Hair Length: Almost Shoulder Area

Fringe: As long as hair length

Hair Length: Shoulder Area

Fringe: Almost the same as hair length

Hair Length: Neck Area

Fringe: Touches the eye, put to the side
Hair Length: Neck Area, almost shoulder Area

Fringe: Eyebrow Area

Hair Length: Neck Area and Shoulder Area, half long-short

 Grr, so lazy to describe.
Enjoy scrolling down my post.
:D

Imagine if I didn't cut off my hair at all.

Hmm, how long would it be by now?

:]