bottle

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I'm in another world with one direction~

Learning a foreign language is so difficult!

I'm trying to improvise my japan by my own ways and skills.

Trying really hard.

And why do I bother trying hard?

Because I really really really wanna visit Japan for at least 1 week, all by myself, when I'm capable enough.

You might think: Oh come on, it's only visiting! Why bother?

Well, I'm sorry that I'm not you.

I feel that I need to pick up Japanese Language as I wanna adapt and communicate with them even though I'm a foreigner.

I wanna learn french too, maybe during the break I'll learn French :)

KEKEKE.

I shall also learn Hangul so I can write to Cinderella and Anchovy Oppas~

So these are the 3languages that I should learn during the holidays!

1. Japanese

2. Korean

3. French

I can do this~

I miss watching Spongebob Squarepants

I shall learn to wake up early on weekends and watch it.

HEHE :D

I love DOMO.
Thank you bestie for the domo ^^
Happygirl :)

tell me i'm wrong

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Does it mean anything? :(

Stop being nice to me.

Tell me that I'm wrong.

Tell me not to treat you like shit.

Tell me not to play push and pull with you.

Tell me not to text you when I have noone to talk to.

Tell me that I'm not a good person.

:(

Dear MouseCake,
you're so cute yet so delicious.
Sorry that I ate you when I'm feeling down :(
I should have eaten you when I'm happy. :/
RIP.
Sincerely, Mahirah.

A wonderful friend

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I can't wait for this semester to end!!!

"How many friends do you have in life?"

Ever question that to yourself?

I am not afraid to admit that I have very very very little friends.

How do I define friend?

Someone who understands and accepts me the way I am?

No, I don't define friend that way.

Personally for me, friend is someone who can make me happy with just their presence, someone who encourage me when I am sad, someone who tease me when I am angry, someone who don't forget my birthday and most importantly someone who can make me feel appreciated.

Am I asking too much for a friend?

I don't think so.

Because such friends do exist and they are by my side.

I am very fortunate.

My parents raise me up well, my siblings make me stronger and my friends make me feel special.

Some don't believe in friends.

When that happens, all you need to do is to tell yourself that you just haven't found the right one yet.

True friend does exist.

And who said, you yourself can't be your true friend?

It sounds insane.

But no one said it a sin to make friend with yourself.

HEHE.

School is tiring.
It has always been tiring.
When will there be a time where school is really really really over for me? :0
I am starting to reflect back about my future.
After graduating from poly, should I continue studying?
Most of my friends said I should go to University.
Since my grades are good.
But, I'm so sick of school! :(
All those lectures, tutorials, transportation, allowances.. :/

NYEKKKK.

Or maybe I should just migrate to london, australia or maybe US..
HAHA!
Only if I have the money to, I would probably go overseas to study a new module or degree that is much more appealing to me.
HEHE.
Then I might fall in love and get married to European, American or Australian man.
LOL.

It's okay, I still have 1year to think whether I should continue studying.
If I am able to get a scholarship, I would be willing to study.
HEHE.

Btw, I am a happy girl right now because One Direction has came out with a new music video!!!
^^
Do watch it!
HEHE.
They are so sexy.
HAHAH!

LONG LONG LONG FRINGE.
I SHALL GO AND TRIM MY HAIR SOON.
HEHE.
<3

HUNGRYYYYY?
LOL.
I AM.
HAHA!
GOING TO GRAB SOMETHING TO EAT SOON ^^

Can someone tell him to stop being so dorky-ly sexy?
KEKEKE.

This boyband is my favourite <3
I will always be a directioner.

I love the smell

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

 

Dear Domo, I love you alot. <3

Hehe.

Hello My Lovely, Sexy, Creepy and Wonderful Readers!!!

Isn't it annoying to find out that you have a long break from school but assignment(s) get(s) in your way????!!!

ARGHHHHH!

I was supposed to start on my assignment but I ended up stalking people.

HAHA!

Oh yes, I am a STALKER.

BEWAREEEEE~

LOL.

Okay, enough.

I'm home safely.

Are you happy for me?

HEHE.

I'm sure 0.01% of you are happy to see me.

Afterall, you are my ultimate stalker.

LOL.

I miss blogging so much.

I'm so busy and lazy with life that I actually did neglect this site.

But I won't be deleting this blog, so you need no worry.

HEHE.

Btw, today is Super Junior 6th Anniversary! 

I'M A HAPPYGIRL!!!

I really really really love Super Junior.

HEHE.

Elfs?

I guess I am an Elf now since I am doing ridiculous things, well that's how normal people define the way I behave and do 'things' for them.

HAHA!

GET IT?

NO?

OK, I guess you're not normal.

HAHAHAHA!

I really hope Super Junior wins ALOT of Awards this year, especially GDA :)

Come on ELFs!

Keep voting for them! 

HEHE! ^^

I guess I'll end my post here.

My brain is dead.

HAHA!

I can't believe my brain's dead before I actually start on my assignment?!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!

Seems like I'll be doing my assignment on Monday instead :/

Procrastinating?

Nah, it's called LAZY.

:P

Anyway, thanks for reading.

:)

BYE. SAYOUNARA. ZAI JIAN. ANNYONG. Adiós.

malaysia

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I'll be away for days :(

Hey guys, I  feel that I should write out a short post since I'll be away from Singapore soon and I havent been blogging much. :(

I don't feel like going. :/

I just wanna rest at home, eat snacks, chat with friends, stalk celebs and tumblr, not to forget, to tweet all day :(

NYEKKK.

No matter how much I procrastinate, I still have to go.

Afterall it's school matters.

I'll blog about the trip when I'll back.

HEHE.

Till then fellow stalkers of mine.

Enjoy pictures that I steal from TUMBLR.

HEHE.

Dear ELFs,
please don't forget to vote for super junior for GDA :)
<3
I hope there's wifi then i can tumblr. hehe :D

Selfish

Hi, I'm Mahirah

1st day of school was OK ^^

I realised that as I grew older, I relearn stuffs I was taught when I was only 6?

Things like: you shouldn't lie, you shouldn't be selfish, you shouldn't take things for granted, you must learn to share?

But then again, as you grew older, things you were taught seems to contradict itself.

Matters like: knowing your parents lie, everyone around you are selfish, not many people know the meaning of sharing?

However, if people were to do what I was taught back when I was 6, how would the world be right now? :/

I would be living in a world that's peaceful, less frightening and less complicated.

I bet most of you would have read a tragedy story about Junko Furuta, easy said, the girl who went through 44days of torture.

You may think 44days of torture, probably a girl being raped or beaten, it won't be that tragic.

Well, you should read about the story then comment about it.

If your mind still doesn't seem to bother, I'm speechless.

Yes, Speechless.

After reading the story, I came to realise that I've never actually been tortured by anyone.

Bullied? Yes.

Critisized? Yes.

Torture? No.

Junko did had a glimpse of hope to live despite being tortured but after 40days, she lost that hope.

Human beings were the one who made her lost that hope.

Human beings.

You may chose to call them criminals, monsters, worst than monsters, they're not human, sadly to say the truth is they're human.

Human beings, with blood running through them, have all the necessary organs and enzymes to keep them growing.

Human beings like us.

Look at how human beings can be.

Scary isn't it?

I've always said this plenty of times, and I could repeat it all day without being tired of it.

"The world isn't scary but human beings are scary."

Facts about the story:

Only with the age of 16-17, those boys could have thought of such unimaginable abuse.

Around 100 people knew what was happening but they pretend not to know about it.

Parents of the offender knew about the girl's sufferings.

My conclusion:

Just how selfish can human be?

Another thing that came through my mind after reading this was how ungrateful teens these days are.

Every now and then, some teens lost their virginity due to curiosity, 'love' and uncontrollable hormones.

While out there, some teens are being forced to lose their virginity to strangers.

And these teens actually wanna keep their virginity till they know when it's the right time.

Look, think and reflect at this whole thing.

 

The story about a girl being tortured for 44days make me think and feel that humans are scary and selfish.

I, myself, is disgusted by the fact that I'm living as a human.

Why can't I be a fish? Another mammal? Bird?

Why human?

On the other hand, I'm happy to read some comments saying:

Why these people are only given 8years of prison?

No one can feel/ understand the pain Junko gone through.

Why are they even alive?

This story is sick.

So pissed at the parents!

In every country, there would be some humans who commit such crimes.

Like how carefree and simple a place can be, however, there's some darkness in a small area.

Also, how a brat child can behave with gentle, caring and loving parents.

I hope people who havent heard the real life story of Junko Furuta would read, google and research about it.

I hope this story bring some awareness and learning points to some of you.

Remember to always appreciate what you have and it's never too late to change.

"Because a good person may not be the ultimate winner at the end of the day, it's someone who do what's right becomes the winner."

Hello, Hello ^^

I'm so sorry for not blogging for a long long time. :(

HEHE.

Anyways, I didnt enjoyed my holiday because it felt so short!

:(

Really!

NYEKKK.

Anyways, I managed to buy some items during the holidays!

SUCH AS MONEYPOLY!

HEHE. Kidding Monopoly ^^

Domo sticker, New Handphone, New BACKPACK for school, 2pairs of shoes, jeans and coloured pens ^^

HUHU~

A few hours ago, I was in school.

Yes, back to hell.

:(

Now, I'm at home blogging, listening to music, hugging my domo and washing my home clothes, soon being busy getting the laundry done after blogging :)

YAY! 

I can't wait for POISEDEN ^^

YUNHO OPPA~~~

HEHE.

OKAY, Gross lah Mahirah.

HEHE.

<3

Anyways, thank you for reading.

You know I always love my reader.

:)

Muacks, muacks, muacks.

Thank you for reading.

Let me hit 150views today? :)

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I've changed my phone, going to miss taking pictures with the budget camera. hehe ^^

28/9

Right after meeting aishah, I meet my ex-bf.

After so long of not hanging out with him alone, I finally did.
He looked happier as my steps were approaching him and I, on the other hand, was more than willing to move nearer to him. I almost forgot the simple and sweetest moments I spent with him last few years ago. He was someone who managed to make my life seems less complicated, me being more appreciative of my life and me being more secured.

I could not believe that he and I did spent almost 2hours talking about our pasts. We couldn’t stop laughing and giggling as we remind one another about the funny moment we spent, the quarrels we had, the problems we faced and the troubles we went through throughout the years.

As we reminisced, I shed some tears. I’m not sure whether it was tears of joy, sadness, regrets or accomplishments, but my heart and mind felt lighter as we continued on. He laughed when he saw my tears and told me: You’re still a crybaby. 

True, I’m still a crybaby.

 I used to shed a lot of tears in front of him, afterall, he’s someone who is close enough for me to share my problems with. He’s such a sweetheart, always there for me when I need someone to talk to.

I remembered him saying this to me before: You’re a lucky girl because I rarely make time for girls even if she happens to be my girlfriend.  And I asked: You’re trying to not to make me feel bad right? He replied: No, SERIOUS! SERIOUSLY! I don’t know. I’ll probably sound so cheesy saying this but you’re someone special to me. 

He’s also someone special to me. Yes, you are.

He told me he was disappointed when he read about my post on my first love. I couldn’t help but laughed since he failed to show me his “puppy-eyes” as he expressed his disappointment. He thought he was my first love.

I told him not to be disappointed because he did get to date me in the past when my first love couldn’t. He asked me if I did felt ‘in love’ with him when we used to date. I couldn’t answer him because it was such a long time ago but I’m pretty sure I really really really like him a lot that explains why I could easily cried when he almost landed into boys’ home. HAHAHA!

Hey boy, if you’re reading this post. I wanna thank you sincerely. I was sincere when we hug and told you that I was thankful but I just couldn’t stop laughing. Guess my laughter spoils the serious mood. HAHA! Really wanna thank you for meeting me and make me feel happy and not forget the bitter-sweet moments we had in the past. Let’s go and grab roti prata the next time we meet! ^^Oh2! Btw, I didn’t forget the moment you gave me a kiss on my forehead. ;)  

-END-

It seems like a lot of people around me are facing problems while I’m on the other hand, doesn’t seem to face any problem currently. After all, I managed to pull through the storm that stumbled upon me last few weeks ago? :D HEHE. Stay strong my fellow friends, whatever you’re facing in life is meant for you. Only you are able to pull it through, making wonders, miracles and learning points in your life. So be strong by staying calm and positive most of the time. You can call me or sms me if you need any help, someone to vent your anger on and advice. Remember that Mahirah the most adorable is always here for her friends! ^^

HEHEHEHEHE.

 okay, nokia is so updated.

you could sync your phone to your desktop or laptop and you can like reply your sms using your laptop.

however, bluetooth or the cable needed to be plugged in.

but still! ^^

this is why i love nokia phones :)

musics, pictures, almost everything could be sync and updated into nokia ovi making you not having to worry about spoiling your phone and losing all your smses or contacts.

hehe.

 :) with love and sincerity, mahirah wanna remind you that she loves all her readers. <3

Bullying

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I would love to be a cat, at least for a day :)

A suicidal case occurred because of bullying.

BULLYING.

You may think you're not bullying someone but words you've "poured" out of your mouth can be traumatizing and a reason for someone to end his/ her life.

I don't get it.

I really don't.

Why someone/ a group of people want to hurt someone because he/she is different from them?

Who are they to call him/her names?

Who are they to bring him/her down?

Who are they?

Words are being abusive every single day.

Don't you think so?

Well, I think so.

It's scary how humans can be cruel to humans.

Sometimes, I feel scared to leave my house because of what's happening around the world.

Yes, I'm a coward.

I always feel home is the safest place.

That's why I prefer home than anywhere else in this world to be.

Home is where I will always be when I'm sad, lonely or frighten.

Sad, it's really sad to know that bullying is still happening in the world we all live in.

But sometimes, kids or teenagers involved in bullying themselves are facing problems.

The world is so complicated.

We always know what's happening on the surface but not the real content.

But what is the real content when so many people are actually involved?

It's really difficult to understand humans.

We can never understand humans.

Humans are complicated, we ourselves are complicated.

That's why I feel that it's better to only be involved with your own life rather than butting yourself in other people's problems.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Sounds selfish right?

But oh well~

Anyways, I hope you guys will support any anti-bullying campaigns ^^

And if you happen to be a bully, and reading this post, I hope you'll change :)

Because changing yourself for the better will always be the one thing that you'll never regret in yourself.

"Bullying is for losers"

Thank you for reading :)

Will update my blog soon.

HEHE.

Johnny English Reborn

Hi, I'm Mahirah

What the face. HAHAHAHA!

Hello wonderful readers!

^^

Thank you for reading my blog and here I am fulfilling my promise to you :D

JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN!~~~~~

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO PEOPLE WHO THINKS JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN IS NOT FUNNY!

JOHNNY ENGLISH IS EXTREMELY FUNNY, THAT FUNNY IS NOT EVEN ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE THE JOY OF WATCHING THE MOVIE ^^

From the start till the end of the movie, you won't stop laughing, giggling and smacking yourself to stop laughing!

HAHA!

LMAO.

Rowan Atkinson is suited for comedy actor.

He's a legend.

HEHE.

I'm sure people who've seen the movie will agree with me.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Be sure to catch the movie!

You won't regret it :DDD

YAY!

Today seems to be a wonderful, relaxing and incredible day of my life.

Woke up after getting 12hours of sleep is a bliss.

Watched a movie that I won't wanna miss in theaters is a wish come true.

Knowing that my inbox is filled with cute messages/ sms is a sign of love.

But letting my tummy rumble is a disaster!

NYEEKKKK.

I will grab my dinner after blogging!

HEHE.

Tmr I'm working morning shift.

Damn, but it's okay.

Since tmr will be the last day I'm working morning shift.

Then thurs will be night shift.

Yippie, AND, finally I'll be off from friday to sunday!

Going to meet up with some friends and exercise! :D

HEHE.

Need to burn some calories before they turn into irremovable fats.

HAHAHA!

Congrats to one direction for being number 1 and super junior for promoting the album A-CHA :D

I miss Heechul :(

I wish 2years will pass by quickly and I get to see him on variety shows, music shows again ^^

Will be waiting for you HEE-NIM ^^

I'm glad to be a directioner :)

So glad to be in love and a fan of them before WMYB comes out :D

AHHHH~

When will they ever come to Singapore? :(

I'll be waiting for the good news that they'll be coming down to my COUNTRY :D

Not giving up~

HEHEHE.

Till then beautiful and handsome readers :))

"Stop being stubborn and accept yourself, your life and your destiny"

HAHAHA!

MY WEBCAM IS SUCH A MESS.

LOL!