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Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Why is life's unfair?

I'm not alone.

I'm not the only one suffering in this world.

The truth is everyone's suffering in this selfish world.

Yes, selfish is the word.

The word which suits the world I'm living in.

We're all selfish.

I am selfish too. :(

I wish I wasn't.

I keep secrets which I've never told anyone before.

I keep these secrets closely to my heart and not wanting to share them with anyone at all because I'm selfish.

SELFISH.

Let's admit it, all of us, human beings, are similar.

See the word?

SIMILAR?

We've been hurt, lied to, used by, betrayed, lost, insecure.

We've all been through that.

So it makes us similar, right?

True, not everyone gone through the same situations and obstacles in life but at the end of the day, we felt the same pain, agony and torture.

We're similar but not the same and can never be exactly the same.

And that's part of life :(

What a way to start my post..

Oh bummer, haha!

Okay, I'm not emo-ing or sad or anything got to do to make my smile turns upside down.

I'm actually happy with my life ^^

:D

HEHE ^^

If you're following me on twitter, you'll probably know why I'm happy.

HEHE.

Not going to tell you.

LOL.

So apparently, well uploading photos from my phone to my laptop, I realised that I do have A LOT of photos to be uploaded.

HAHA!
But i upload only a few.
HEHE.

So my blog is be filled with unglam, random, inappropriate photos taken by myself and my younger sister.

:D

You can simply click the red 'X' button when your eyes are sore or bored while looking at my photos.

HAHA!

I miss my brother.
I hope he's doing well with his training :)
Dear Tuhan, please look after my brother closely.
<3

not my usual life

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I want my face to be acne free :(

Been working that I barely use my laptop to tweet/ tumblr/ blog.

:(

I'm so tired but I'm going work later.

AHHH, what a life.

I want my rest!

MY HOLIDAYYYYYYYYY!

OMG.

:(

If money were that easy to obtain.

ZZZZZ.

Life's so tough.

Money, MONEY, Money.

How old am I again?

Why am I always thinking of money?

Dear Mommy, can you enlighten my worries?

Who am I kidding?

I'm supposed to be the one enlightening her worries and burden, I'm her child afterall.

Received a letter from the school regarding my attendance.

LOL.

I only didnt come for that module once and I got a reminder.

HAHA!

Oh well, I'll come for the rest of the lessons next time.

HEHE.

Winnie the Pooh is such a sweetie and awesome character.

Never fails to provide awesome quotes.

:)

I'll end my post with winnie the pooh's quotes.

winnie the pooh's movie is coming out ^^
I can't wait to watch it.
HEHE.
<3
If winnie the pooh exists in my life, i won't be depress or sad but happy to be able to face challenges in life :)

I love my BESTIE <3

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Hi, I'm Mahirah.

My annoying, tired and ugly face.

Hello!

Finally, I'm blogging again.

HEHE.

BEEN tumblr-ing and tweeting.

I neglected fb but not my blogspot.

I'm still going to update it.

HEHE^^

Going to have 2 common tests next monday and then it'll be my holiday ^^

WEE!
I can't wait. 

HUHU.

Going to meet up with my bestie, alice tan, go shopping, watch movies.

HEHEHAHAHUHU.

Yesterday was the coupon party for my workplace's popeyes outlet- ORCHARD EXCHANGE ^^
OMG!
It was an insane day!
SO SO SO Many people came, oh well why was it so?
BECAUSE everything was ABSOLUTELYYYYYY FREEEEEE!
YES!!!
EVERYTHING!!!
WOW!
AWESOME ISNT IT???
:D
Felt so tired and lazy to come school, so i ditched today's lesson but finished up my work at home and settled some admins stuffs.
I'm a very tired girl :(
NVM, I shall buy myself ice-cream and feel proud of myself for making through a bad week ^^
HEHE.
Did i told you that i can't seem to wake myself up this whole week?
GOSH, BAD BAD BAD habit!
HAHA!
I hope i wont be late for common tests though.
:)
Working again tmr.
And my weekend will be the days for me to study :(
I hope I can concentrate when I need to study.
I'm so bad at studying.
I get distracted easily and not to forget sleepy as soon as i open the textbook.
Words and me have no chemistry at all :(
Dear brain, please be as awesome as you've always been during exam.
Like how you can secure a B for me although, i barely open my textbook only when exam was 14hours away then i start reading. :)
Sincerely, Mahirah.

Smitha is my best friend :)

 

HEHE.

I smile when I see my close friends text me out of the blue.

HAHAHA!

I wonder how it feels like to be in this awkward situation.

Fendi's been texting me.
I'm a happy girl.
He reminds me of myself being a bad girl during sec sch ^^

I'm getting closer with this babe above ^^

I like.

HEHE.

She's a funny, sincere and loving lady :)

<3

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Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Miss me? HAHA!

1. I dance in the toilet.

HAHA! Yes, I love to dance. I don't really dance in front of people, but I love dancing!

HAHA!

2. I hate my small nails.

My nails is so small that there isn't any use of putting manicure.

-.-

But nevertheless, I love myself.

Afterall, I'm born this way.

HAHA!

3. I'm a natural stalker.

I stalk my favourite artist and my friends everyday.

Wait, who doesn't?

Nah, I'm such a liar.

I stalk my ex-bf's girlfriend, my admirer and teenagers who love to scold vulgarities. 

HAHA!

So how's life?

Mine wasn't so bad.

My e-learning was a smooth one.

Okay, maybe not.

Yesterday was a tiring day at work.

Not the typical SATURDAY!

It was an ABNORMAL SATURDAY!

So tired, that I updated a lot of nonsensical status at fb :0

HAHAHAHA!

Oh boy, I can't wait for the 2weeks of holiday to come!

I wanna go massage so badly! :(

My body feels so old.

I know I'm getting old.

BUT BUT BUT!

My bones are aging faster :'(

Nyek.

Oh, I'm back to twitter and I'm owning a tumblr ^^

HEHE!

So awesome!

So when I'm deleting my FB, most of my friends can still find me through tumblr/ twitter/ blogger :D

Life can never be simple.

So let's make it simple by chilling out and yes please stay positive as much as you can ^^

:D

 SEXY Alex Pettyfer! :D

HEHE ^^

A RISING STAR IS HERE!

SO CUTE!

HEHE.

I really love DOMO ^^

TUMBLR / Twitter 

I don't understand males.

Now, I know why I'm a female.

HAHA!

i show my true self

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i cut my hair, i cut my hair!

Fact one: 

The problem with me is I am not afraid to show my true self towards people I feel really comfortable with.

I will get angry, annoyed and make them feel guilty when they do something which makes me angry.

That's the way I show my care for someone.

Weird right?

Oh well.

I was born this way.

Quarrels and personal spaces make my realise who worth being my friends.

Fact two:

My heart heals faster as compared to others.

I move on quickly from a broken heart.

I do.

I sound like a bitch, but who cares?

I mean what do I get from crying?

It's not like I don't cry after getting my heart broken.

I do cry.

I do reminisces sweet memories and be a silly teenager who does cry over a love story which I thought it would last till the end.

I do cry but the tears I let go seems to be the last tears of sadness over something.

The next time, I cry.

It would be tears of happiness.

Fact three:

I always do what's right.

I don't side others but I do what's right.

It doesn't matter if that person used to be a bitch or an attention seeker who I hate so much that I dislike just by looking at his/ her face, I will do what's right.

That's me.

You may be my friend, but once you're wrong, I believe that you should make things right again.

So I'll start writing down 3facts about me everytime I post something new :)

HEHE ^^

Thanks for reading my blog.

The popularity of this blog is insane I tell ya.

HAHA!

Oh, very happy to know that UK people are reading my blog.

AWESOME ^^

UK, UK, UK.

I'm so going to UK when I'm rich ^^

It's my e-learning week :)

Done with my first work and doing another one tmr!

HEHE ^^

I guess I mixed around with the right people that's why I am always making the right decision.

NYEK.

I'm going to have a sexy body soon ^^

HAHA!

KIDDING.

I'm not sexy at all.

But I'm going to have a fit, slender body.

:D

Been working out regularly.

I can't wait for HOLIDAYS ^^

I wanna help my friends lose some fats. 

HEHE.

Aww, I'm such a nice friend.

<3

Btw, I've been hearing this song lately and I really love the lyrics :)

I hope you'll enjoy listening to it.

So I'll end my post with my self-made quote.

Only if you believe then you will be making miracles in your life.

So make a change in your life by making your own beliefs <3

It's never too late for anything.

it's over

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I have deep dimples, I mean it.

It's been a long long long time since I last update my blog.

Okay, maybe not that long!

But, but, but!

It's considered long for me ^^

HEHE!

Next week will be E-learning week for me.

This means, I don't have to go school.

However, I'll be given some assessments to be done at home and online :S

NOT COOL.

Meeting up with Sharifah soon to learn how to cycle.

Nyek.

It's been a long time since I last got up on a bicycle.

HAHA!

Loser right?

HEHE.

I'll make sure by the end of next week, I am able to paddle a bicycle.

Woots.

Been living a healthy lifestyle.

Badminton, Jogging, Exercising and Yoga ^^

Love them all.

It's been a long time since I live such relaxing, mind-breathing and healthy lifestyle.

Although there's plenty of assessments, I am still enjoying life.

:D

"Doesn't mean i don't want to be in relationship, i don't want to be love. Doesn't mean i don't think of love, i don't want to be in love. Doesn't mean i don't care about love, doesn't mean i give up on love. " - Mahirah.

Sometimes, youngster innocent-looking couple is the cutest.

Say hi to the cat!

Let's go MEOWWWW!

Dear weather, why are you hot and cold?

Sincerely, Mahirah from Earth

We are strangers now :)

You're pretty!

Who says you're ugly?

OMG, someone slap her please?

HAHA!

HAHA!

That's why I love small conversations.

HEHE.

Love makes us go blind, apparently.

Meet my boyfriend!

DOMO!

Aww!

Who ever makes him angry?

HAHA!

When you don't care, you'll do nothing about it.

Nothing at all.

No feelings, no talking, no pondering.

:)

drained out

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

A tired girl= me.

Been restless, moody and confused lately.

I wish my life was a fairy tale.

Being bullied by step-mother is better than having a 'friend'.

Almost died by eating a poisonous apple is better than hearing insults.

Sleeping all day without anyone to disturb you and not being scolded is better than waking up early for school but does not pay attention in class at all.

HAIZ!

:(

Hey you, it's been 3days since I last cried.

Yes, you're the reason why I didn't cry.

The funny part was you only didn't told me that you're in a relationship and my whole energy seemed to have drained out.

I don't even have the strength to let out a tear now.

Impressive.

I guess I really care about you as a really, really, really close friend.

How about you, on the other hand?

Are you're happier now?

I guess you are, since you're currently in a relationship with someone you like and soon you'll realise she's worth fighting for and fall in love with her.
I wish you all the best with her.
I'm sincere about it.
Really am, I even congratulated him and told him I am here to help him keep his relationship with her going if he needs any help/ advice about a lady's heart.
All i need was deep-reflection.
With a pure and sincere heart, I know that I'll get over tough obstacle soon.

Afterall, I'm a strong girl who's still striving to be a strong lady and a strong woman towards her future man :)

It's the 4th week of school and I have assestments to do :(

Sucks.

Nyek.

Need to start my work during the weekend.

Zit-zap-zut.

Let's view some pictures before you click that 'X'.

:D

hehe ^^ domo, domo, domo.

どもーくん

Matt Lanter :D

Callan McAuliffe <3

Niall Horan, my boyfriend. 

HEHE ^^

i love this shirt.

haha!

nyek, school was boring.

:(

i wish there isn't a need for assignments.

There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life - John Lennon

I want to be the kind of person who can move on, forgive people, stay healthy and happy. It seems like an easy thing to do in my head. But it’s not so easy when you try it in real life. -Susane Colasanti

You don’t grow by being selfish. You grow by sacrificing -Dan Berry

“Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why its called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.” -factsaboutyou.tumblr.com

i love domo.

its all i need now.

:D