Re.Sult

Hi, I'm Mahirah

I love torchlight <3

The Story:

So yesterday, I rot at home as usual.

Unless some wonderful souls are kind enough to ask me out on a date, then I'll be out of my home- not sweet- home.

Haha.

No, that's not the real reason why I'm at home all day.

I was unwell

1. I'm not that hyper as I always am

2. My throat is giving me problem (I hope it isn't throat infection),

3. I had slight fever

4. Lastly, Flu

So today , I only manage to get rid of number 4.

The negative side:

Grr, My throat is the one that seriously giving me a rough time.

1.I have to drink a lot of plain water.

2.I can't sleep well.

3.My voice sounds funny.

4.I can't think well.

5.Overall, I'm not energetic.

Now, I wish I'm not sick.

And never to fall sick again.

TSK! So much for wanting to be sick for the past few years.

The positive side:

Yesterday, I didn't switch on my phone at all:]

Love doing that, my life seems so peaceful.

Well, I finally did switch it on this morning.

And yippy, I got 15smses.

Aww, so sweet of these 15 people to sms me.

Wishing me well, asking me out, asking me people's phone number, asking me why I don't add him as friend, asking me whether I'm free.

Haha.

:D

Undelivered words:

Dang, I miss Amir so badly.

Grr, I have to get well soon.

Very very soon.

I really miss eating random snacks with him on our "date".

I miss asking him stupid questions.

I miss making him feel sad because of my naive-ness.

:]

To make it simple, I miss hanging out with him.

Gonna give him a surprise call later:)

Aww, poor Ryan.

I've rejected him thrice on facebook.

Haha.

Don't worry Ryan, you're not the only one I've rejected.

Haha.

I know you're going to be irritating if I add you in facebook.

Zad, are you coming back soon?

Oh man, I have to seriously get well.:[

Dang, dang, dang.

Dear My BODY, My MIND, My SOUL,

you have to function extremely good soon okay?!

I'm not forcing you, but please just be back to normal.

But must you make me fall sick on the week when people wanna ask me out?

:[



Results will be out in 2days.

GG:/

Oh well, whatever happens it has already happen:]

Haha.

Anyways, I deserve any results because I don't put in that much efforts.

:)

exercise

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

 I miss my long hair! But i love short hair:)

Guess what I'm doing tomorrow?

I'm going GYM with my CCA friend! :D

Did i hear laughter? Oh shut up!

I know some of you would laugh while reading this post.

Haha.

Anyways, I'm going GYM to exercise.

Well, maybe some of you wonder why the sudden change of mindset?

Because I read reader digest's this oct's issue and it states that although you're underweight/ acceptable, you are still able to be obese or die in a horrible way especially if you watched TV for more than 4HOURS!

Grrr.

Shit?!!!!

So, start exercising now lah.

Hahahahaha!

And yes, I hope tmr's gonna be another fantastic day.

It better be!

It should be!

A fantastic day in the beginning of the week, well who doesn't want that?!

Finally I've finished watching King of Baking, Kim Tak Goo.

Oh my god!

It's an awesome Korean Drama of the Year!

Very motivational and easy-going story.

Thanks to the story, I think I'm going to be the old me again:]

Ahh, being happy, easy-going, having unintentional mood-swing and being the clumsy me:D

Gosh, I think Amir's gonna be happy to see me tmr:D

Oh my god. Oh my god!

Yes, I can feel the old me.

 24-09-2010 :

Spent the whole day with Smitha.

Firstly, we went to NTU to give support to Alex's Bazaar.

So sorry Smitha for making us lost:(

Anyways, after the bazaar,

we head on to Plaza Singapura.

Then grabbed our lunch as well as dinner, as for me it was my 3meals of the day, @ Pastamania :]

Aww, thanks for the treat SmithaXD

Afterwhich, Smitha wanted to watch a movie.

However, when i told her i won't be able to see the movie celarly because i never wore any contact lens,

the intention of watching a movie was destroyed :(

But, but on the positive note, we played at arcade instead:D

Haha!

Arcade was awesome!

Spent most of the money on basketball.

Ahhhhhhh, now i know why some people blow off some steam by playing basketball in arcade/ bazaar.

It's like taking in ecstasy.

The feeling is shiooookkkkkkkkkkk:D

HEHEHEHE.

And2, when Smitha and I played double our highest score was 349.? I think.

It's a WOW!

It's not that great but it's a huge success for us to make it to 4rounds.

Really enjoyed myself.

Thanks for the company Smitha<3

After the tiring and wonderful workout in arcade, we head to Pioneer Mall's MacDonald.

feel very reluctant to go home and finally head home @around 2am.

Smitha hang out in my house until the first 99 reached my bus stop.

Played counter strike and chess.

Then I dozed off at around 5am and woke up @6am.

Hehe.

Sorry for accidentally dozing off Smitha.

i hope you reached home safely.

:D

I love Smitha.

i have to sleep

Let me present you three hot male actors.

Do they look familiar to you?
Well if none of them does, better start googling them:D

1. Matt Lanter
Best known for his voice of Anakin Skywalker in Star Wars: The Clone Wars. Don't really watch Clone Wars? How about 90210, season 1, towards the ending???? If you're answer is Yes. I'm happy for you. If it's a NO. Nah, it's ok. Just google him. Also best known as a bad , yet hot boy of a drama series, 90210. Film in various movie like Vampires Suck, Sorority Row and Cutting Edge3.:D

2. Matthew Gray Gubler
Complicated name yeah? How about Dr. Spencer Reid? Does it ring a bell? Yes, he's best known for his role as Dr. Spencer Reid in a popular police procedural drama, Criminal Minds. haha. Now, do you remember him? OH, I'm not sure if many of you know this, he's also the voice of Simon Seville for Alvin and the Chipmunks. Now, doesn't the voice of Simon from Alvin and the Chipmunks sounds really familiar? Oh my god, you should google him and know more about him. haha. :D

3.Jamie Johnston
I'm not sure if many of you know him. Well, maybe because he's a canadian actor? But you have to know about him! Afterall, he's a hottie. <3 Best known for Peter Stone in Degrassi: The Next Generation. Believe me that it's an awesome drama, probably an awesome drama? Anyways, you guys should watch from season 3- 7 . I'm not certain about the new season however, season 4-6 looks fantastic because hottie Jamie Johnston is close and soon get together with beautie Shenea Grimes playing Annie Wilson in 90210. Do google him, he's super cute when he's young. :D

fuck my life

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

All i wanted was the old me.

Happiness?

What is Happiness?

Will I be able to know what Happiness is before leaving this world? :(

raya was fun but tiring.

meeting amir was sweet but hurtful.

taking a bathe was refreshing but exhausting.

sleeping sounds great but i can't sleep.

  dying sounds fantastic but i have to continue living.

I hate myself.

Will I  be whom I used to be?

I don't think so.

Because things can never go back to normal.

I want to D.I.E

move on

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I hope you enjoy my video.

"Sometimes, I wish you knew how people bitch about you behind your back.
Then maybe you'll know who are your true friends."

Does the above phrase, triggers any memories?
Oh, hell yeah for me.

Ah, what bitter-sweet memories.

:)
Yesterday, I escaped home for a while to meet Amir.

Then Amir bought this huge pack of marshmallow and toppings.

And I ate it with toppings that he bought, which I apparently, don't seem to remember.

Dang, STM.

Seriously.

I realised that i'm becoming more and more forgetful.

:/

BUZZER.

And this morning I woke up to find myself unusual- feeling very drunk and very blur.

NO, I do not drink yesterday. And I've never drink before, I swear.
Thanks Amir.
I'm still very blur now.
:/
GG.
Well, I guess I'll end it here.
Sorry for the boring post.
But do view my video at youtube:D

i don't get why some bother to be rude

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

 I wish sister was half of me.

Camp was tiring and fun.
The fun did not last. However, it gets more and more annoying after knowing the fact that my sister wasn't having a great time. Don't worry sis, whatever happens take it cool. But I'm not letting matters go that simple. And, whoever is reading this post and start to bitch about me or my sister, you're a pathetic soul. :)

----------------------------------------------

So amir and I had a talk and things went well. I'm terribly sorry for saying stupid stuffs. I really do. But you do know that I really like you and doesn't want us to go bad. I wanna let you know how grateful I am to be able to know you. I really do. <3

Yesterday, I met up with Wahidah before meeting Amir.

HAHA.

It was fun hanging out with her. I miss laughing and being annoyed with her for randomly hooking me up with random strangers. HAHA. Wahidah told me to write a letter to her in my blog. So here's a letter for Wahidah :]

Dear Bitchy Wahidah,

if your life turns bad, don't look for me. But do call me. Why can't you look for me? Because you have to learn to tell me your problems on the phone. Like what you told me yesterday,

you wanna try to share with me your problems on the telephone,instead of always running to find me. HAHA. See, I am very nice to consider our yesterday's conversation. And girl, you're a bitch. So be proud of it. Why, Most bitches are pretty and sexy. Which is totally like you. Hence, you are a bitch. OH shit, I'm lying. I called you a bitch because you always put me in awk-ward situation. HAHA. See how truthfully I am to you. HAHA. Lastly, I wanna tell you that all the things I type above for you isn't sincerely from me.

The sincere letter I would like you to read is :

You're funny, silly and very lovable.

I like the fact that you could tell me your personal problems with me face-to-face. It shows how much you trust me. I like you being random and never fails to put me in awkward situation. It shows how much I can accept you for whom you are. I like you for being cool about everything. Even though, some find you a bitch or a weirdo, you are cool about it. It makes me like you even more. And girl, you are fuckingly beautiful. And If I were a boy, I would like you to be my girlfriend. Because I can tell that you're someone who is willing to change for a guy who loves you and you don't bother about looks. Instead you help guy build up their self-esteem. You're very awesome Wahidah. I'm glad to have a friend like you. HEHE.

Next time, we hang out, it'll be my treat:]

Love, Mahirah (your fantastic friend, HAHA. prasan eh aku!)

& ZAD,I MISS HANGING OUT WITH YOU



Yea, I'm back

So camp is over and brother has been oriented to BMT. Wow,& yes yesterday was a tiring day. Meeting Wahidah later. :D GTG. I'll update some photos later .

3.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Guess what happens when you fight with young toodlers and kids for spotlight?
This is what happens.

1.You can't smile right.

2. They block you and people thought it's your webcam effect.

3. You seriously can't smile right.

4. You start making stupid faces together with them.

5. You'll turn crazy.

6. They'll block you and you retaliate and the pictures turn out ugly.

7. They'll fight back till only one of them gets the spotlight.

HAHA. But still, it was fun having them around. Maybe I don't hate small kids as much i used to. Oh well, people change. :D

JYEAH! Now, when things tone down. You'll get a better picture.

better right? well, at least for me. HAHA.

with elder sister.

eyek!

ohhhhhh...

yes, they're back to steal the spotlight.

peace? NO, I doubt so.

tsk. ugly. HAHAHA. OH well.

smile wide. yes. that's it. HAHA.

woaahhhhhhhhhhhh.

ah, see what i mean. effects???

yes, when all the immature boys are away. Now, I feel the peace.

smile:D

tongue.

face. hey, why doesn't she follows me. Oh well.

HAHAHA.

OH man, my peace turns out violet. strictly for NC16.

what? Spotlight competition again?

let me join in.

fine. i give up.

now, a nice decent picture. i guess not that decent.

HAHA.

So my picture-telling is over, back for me to blog about my life.

Dang, there isn't much for me to blog.

But, I'll type whatever comes to my mind.

(Let me type in numerical form =)

1. The new chinese boy whom I got to know recently told me his english name: Ryan (HAHA,See I blog about you in one sentence.)

2. Amir bought me chocolate and meeting him soon. (We quarreled over sushi and chocolate)

3. I'm very tired. Thanks to yesterday's OPEN HOUSE. (But I'm glad it was a success.)

4.Aqil called me and chat with me on msn. HAHA. (Gah, he's a funny dude.)

 5. Had 6sms this morning. Love you people for texting me morning.

6. Meeting up with lots of people after camp. =D

7. 90210, is playing in few hours.

8. Glee, I'm counting down on you.

9. Spare me from love.

10. I'll be away from twitter, facebook and blogger for 2.5days. (CAMP and sending brother to Amry)

Thanks for stalking me people.

You're loved by me.

=D

I'm not pretty,

So spare me from all these shit.

I'm an entertainer,

So don't expect much from me.

I'm serious,

So don't think I'm not just because I'm entertaining people.

I don't know what's love,

but I'll find out when I found the right guy.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Wanna wish: Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims.

For my baby, Amir,
Teenage Dream:

You think I'm pretty

Without any make-up on

You think I'm funny

When I tell the puch line wrong

I know you get me

So I'll let my walls come down, down

 

Before you met me

I was a wreck

But things were kinda heavy

You brought me to life

Now every February

You'll be my valentine, valentine

 

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I

We'll be young forever

 

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's runaway

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

 

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

 

We drove to Cali

And got drunk on the beach

Got a motel and

Built a fort out of sheets

I finally found you

My missing puzzle piece

I'm complete

 

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I

We'll be young forever

 

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's runaway

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

 

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

 

I might get your heart racing

In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

 

Let you put your hands on me

In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

 

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's runaway

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

 

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

So I screwed up my econs paper. :/

HAHA.

Oh well.

What can I do about it?
It's already over.

HAHA.

Now, I can only hope and wish that I won't repeat econs next year.

KEKEKE.

So finally after days of not meeting my handsome and adorable Amir,

We finally met.

:D

HEHE.

Nyah, I love hanging out with him.

Glad Hari Raya is already here.
Can hang out with him often.

Something which both of us are totally looking forward to.
HEHE.

Oh my god.

What's wrong with me?

HAHA.

Chill Mahirah. Chill.
HAHAHA.

I will try to reply the wonderful 28 people who wish me Hari Raya by today.
:) Sorry for the slow reply.

Thank you for reading my blog.

If my blog happens to hurt you in anyway.

I would like to seek forgiveness from you.
I'm terribly sorry.

I will be more mindful with my language and sentence before posting my blog.
Peace.
Sincerely, Mahirah.

=)

I love 90210.

I love keyboard.

I love food.

And I seriously hate myself.
:]