Bullying

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I would love to be a cat, at least for a day :)

A suicidal case occurred because of bullying.

BULLYING.

You may think you're not bullying someone but words you've "poured" out of your mouth can be traumatizing and a reason for someone to end his/ her life.

I don't get it.

I really don't.

Why someone/ a group of people want to hurt someone because he/she is different from them?

Who are they to call him/her names?

Who are they to bring him/her down?

Who are they?

Words are being abusive every single day.

Don't you think so?

Well, I think so.

It's scary how humans can be cruel to humans.

Sometimes, I feel scared to leave my house because of what's happening around the world.

Yes, I'm a coward.

I always feel home is the safest place.

That's why I prefer home than anywhere else in this world to be.

Home is where I will always be when I'm sad, lonely or frighten.

Sad, it's really sad to know that bullying is still happening in the world we all live in.

But sometimes, kids or teenagers involved in bullying themselves are facing problems.

The world is so complicated.

We always know what's happening on the surface but not the real content.

But what is the real content when so many people are actually involved?

It's really difficult to understand humans.

We can never understand humans.

Humans are complicated, we ourselves are complicated.

That's why I feel that it's better to only be involved with your own life rather than butting yourself in other people's problems.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Sounds selfish right?

But oh well~

Anyways, I hope you guys will support any anti-bullying campaigns ^^

And if you happen to be a bully, and reading this post, I hope you'll change :)

Because changing yourself for the better will always be the one thing that you'll never regret in yourself.

"Bullying is for losers"

Thank you for reading :)

Will update my blog soon.

HEHE.

Johnny English Reborn

Hi, I'm Mahirah

What the face. HAHAHAHA!

Hello wonderful readers!

^^

Thank you for reading my blog and here I am fulfilling my promise to you :D

JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN!~~~~~

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO PEOPLE WHO THINKS JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN IS NOT FUNNY!

JOHNNY ENGLISH IS EXTREMELY FUNNY, THAT FUNNY IS NOT EVEN ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE THE JOY OF WATCHING THE MOVIE ^^

From the start till the end of the movie, you won't stop laughing, giggling and smacking yourself to stop laughing!

HAHA!

LMAO.

Rowan Atkinson is suited for comedy actor.

He's a legend.

HEHE.

I'm sure people who've seen the movie will agree with me.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Be sure to catch the movie!

You won't regret it :DDD

YAY!

Today seems to be a wonderful, relaxing and incredible day of my life.

Woke up after getting 12hours of sleep is a bliss.

Watched a movie that I won't wanna miss in theaters is a wish come true.

Knowing that my inbox is filled with cute messages/ sms is a sign of love.

But letting my tummy rumble is a disaster!

NYEEKKKK.

I will grab my dinner after blogging!

HEHE.

Tmr I'm working morning shift.

Damn, but it's okay.

Since tmr will be the last day I'm working morning shift.

Then thurs will be night shift.

Yippie, AND, finally I'll be off from friday to sunday!

Going to meet up with some friends and exercise! :D

HEHE.

Need to burn some calories before they turn into irremovable fats.

HAHAHA!

Congrats to one direction for being number 1 and super junior for promoting the album A-CHA :D

I miss Heechul :(

I wish 2years will pass by quickly and I get to see him on variety shows, music shows again ^^

Will be waiting for you HEE-NIM ^^

I'm glad to be a directioner :)

So glad to be in love and a fan of them before WMYB comes out :D

AHHHH~

When will they ever come to Singapore? :(

I'll be waiting for the good news that they'll be coming down to my COUNTRY :D

Not giving up~

HEHEHE.

Till then beautiful and handsome readers :))

"Stop being stubborn and accept yourself, your life and your destiny"

HAHAHA!

MY WEBCAM IS SUCH A MESS.

LOL!

ISN'T I LOVELY?

Hi, I'm Mahirah

I am so lovely.

Hello readers!

HEHE! ^^

I'm back on blogger and yes I'm also back on my tumblr.

Been busy working, being lazy and being a piggy.

AHHH, I LOVE MY LIFE ^^

MUAHAHA!

Got back my result, and I am surprised that my GPA ACTUALLY maintained :)

HAHAHAHA!

Thank you brain for being smart :)

PAK, PAK, PAK.

LOL.

I'm back from watching crazy, stupid love :)

It's a simple, touching, hilarious and lovely movie.

Your theater will be full of laughter and you won't be disappointed with it.

Not to forget sexy Ryan Gosling is in it.

HEHE ^^

Can't wait to watch Johnny English this coming tues.

HEHE.

Heard that the movie ticket is selling fast and highly-recommended fro those people who are seeking for a funny movie :DDD

YAY!

I'm so going to enjoy my semester break before regretting not doing the many things I wanna do.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Smack, smack, smack.

HAHAHA!

So that's the end of my post.

BORINGGGG RIGHT?

HAHAHAHA!

SO SORRY.

BUT I'll update them on tues after watching Johnny English.

This is my promise to you :)

REALLY.

So till then.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Lots of love,

Mahirah.

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You

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I just flossed my teeth! ^^

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

Wish you were never born in the family you're in right now?

Wish your life wasn't the way right now?

Wish you had chosen the right choice for your life?

Wish you had a better life?

I sure most of us out there- wish their life is much simpler, wealthier, easier and less complex.

But have you ever wonder the otherwise?

Like, if someone else were to be in your shoe, he/ she would not be able to live as strong as you are right now?

He/ she would not learn the same thing as you've learn about the hardships of life?

He/ she would not know what to do with the problems you've actually faced?

Ever wonder like that?

We might have heard stories of  someone else life and we might have commented  by saying: He/ She shouldn't have done that and blah, blah, blah.

I have to agree that: It's easy to comment about a problem but it's difficult to handle a problem.

Afterall, when we start to comment, we're just someone who happened to know the 'situation' but not the situation of facing it.

We can easily learn from other people's mistakes but when we comes to our mistakes, it's hard to accept, learn and forget about it.

But the path of accepting, learning and not repeating those mistakes we've done, is when we've truly learn our mistakes.

Mistakes are scary ain't they?

Mistakes make our life turn out to be ugly and complicated.

On the other hand, don't mistakes make ourselves be stronger and more appreciative of our life?

Never let go of your problems, never want to be someone else and lastly never hate your life.

Because if you do, you'll never know the beauty of life.

Yes, life is tough.

Everyone's life is a mess.

No one's living a perfect life.

Someone might be happy now but crying in the future.

Someone might be crying now but happy in the future.

Life is unpredictable, unfair and cruel.

But never hate your life because of the nature of life.

I believe everyone living in the world have a purpose.

And one of the purposes in life is - to define your own meaning of life.

So let's not be afraid of what you are, what you will face in the future, what mistakes you will do.

Because everything that is happening to you is only meant for you because only you can handle them and you are the person to define life as you are about to leave the world :)

So sorry for not blogging.

I was working and when I got home I was fatigue, my hands and legs became jelly-ish and my mind became dizzy.

I need to sleep to regain back my strength.

So I didn't managed to have the time to blog :(

I'm so sorry.

Anyways, thanks for reading my blog and waiting for update ^^

HEHE.

I can see my stats keep on going.

So thankful to those who read my blog :D

Yesterday I met Fendi ^^

I was elated when I saw him.

He looks tired but was happy to see me.

I wish I could have stayed longer to chat with him but he forced to go home since I was back from work.

AHHH~

So sweet.

HEHE.

Btw, I'm 2discs away from finishing East of Eden.

OMGOSHHHHHH, that drama makes me lose a lot of tears.

It's so sad, devastating and incredible that I cried almost every episode.

HAHA!

ME SO EMOTIONAL YAWWW.

MUAHAHAHA!

I miss Alice Tan, I can't wait to meet her on monday ^^

HEHE.

Before I end, there's a song I want you all to hear :)

It's called Invisible by Skylar Grey ^^

In love with the lyric of this song.
Skylar Grey is incredible.
From the moment she sang a duet with Eminem and Dr. Dre, I knew she has an amazing talent.
Check on her and found out she can compose songs too.
Isn't that awesome?
HEHE.
Hope you all will support her too :)
Till then :D

Fatty fatty fatty me= happy happy happy me ^^

my first love and the scar

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I really miss my black hair :(

I don't get it.

I really don't get the fact that some guys can be so nice to girls!

He can treat her like a princess, he can make her happy even though she's sad, make her smile even though she's angry and care for her like a lover.

But in the end, he came to her and told her that he's in love with someone else or worst he has a new girlfriend.

For me, guys treat me like a princess for a moment but left me for another girl.

:(

I guess I'm just an unlucky soul in this world where I can't have a relationship with anybody.

I told myself I won't fall in love with this/ that guy.

But in the end I did.

And when I realised I did, he left me.

It's not once but thrice.

3times, I've been fooled and betrayed by love.

Maybe I'm too dumb.

My heart...

I don't know what to say about it.

I can't seem to be serious about love anymore.

I can have small crushes on random people but I can never love someone.

I can miss someone but I can never want to be with someone.

I can like someone but I can never be committed to someone.

When will I learn to love, want to be with someone and be committed to someone?

When will that day come?

I guess it'll never come because I'm too afraid to let my heart be at risk again.

I've taken too many risks that my heart isn't emotionally well.

I'm too dumb to have taken those risks back in the past.

But who am I to blame but myself.

I used to wanna be in a relationship with you but I was afraid.

When I wasn't afraid you left me and told others how ugly I was.

:(

Why?

WHY?

I told others I've moved on.

But I guess not, you know why?

Because I still remember the reason why I'm like this.

I'm smiling with a guy beside me who cares for me but all I think of was the pasts.

We teased each other when we met but my heart keeps on reminding me that my scar has not been healed.

When both of us were alone, you told me I've changed.

Yes, I've changed to be someone matured, smarter and true but one thing that has not changed is the scar you gave me when we turned out to be strangers.

I heard you had few relationships before we became 'close' again.

I was happy you've moved on but silly did I know I've not moved on.

Then along those times, I met another guy just like you.

He cared for me the way you did but you're much better.

He told me he'll wait for me.

But I've told him not to because I would never want to be with him.

I used 'V' as the reason why I don't want him but deep down I was still thinking about you.

Why did I think about you?

Because I wondered if I'll end up hurting myself again.

And yes, I did end up hurting myself for the same reason.

Believing that a guy will wait for me till I'm ready.

The funny thing was, I've moved on from that guy.

But still not from you.

Maybe because you're my first love.

Silly love, to be more precise.

I guess it's true that first love is unforgettable.

No, wait!

I've moved on from you but not the scar that you've given my heart.

Maybe after I've healed from that scar, I will able to love someone more hearted-ly and sincerely.

It's true that my first love was a pain.

All I want now is a LOVE that can make me feel more secure, happier and stronger.

If I believe I've met that kind of love, I won't let go.

Till then, I'll do my best in my single life.

Being single isn't so bad...

I can text, hang out and know any guy I want.

But I did not hang out with guys anymore other than the usual goofy no-use guys.

HEHE.

Some may call or label me as a bitch but I know I'm not because I've never had any intention of being in love with someone who has a r/s or someone who isn't serious.

I admit that I wasn't serious in the past but I was serious with him, only HIM.

I let go of others to be faithful to him but he left me.

We're just not compatible, I guess.

I used to entertain people but not now.

I guess I've changed.

But I've not moved on from the scar I gotten from my first love.

"When things go wrong, make it right by being true to yourself and accept it"

Hehe ^^

Tried this on firefox!

My cat is very cute though she's one annoying sexy and crazy cat version of bitch? LOL.

Thank you for reading :)