you're my top 10

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

<3 popeyes.

New year is almost here.

Let's review what have happened to me for this year.

Jan '10

Things weren't so well.

Broken friendships with Fendi and Rid.

Starbucks

<3

Feb '10

Haziq's a pain in my neck.

HAHA.

<3

March '10

Smitha's Bdae.

Things weren't well with Smitha but we made it through.

I <3 Her.

April '10

Fendi and I are friends again

<3

May '10

This month, i find school to be awesome.

<3 my classmates, <3 my badminton friends, <3 my IJS mates, <3 my CCA friends, <3 Super Junior.

<3

June '10

Amir was the best man on earth.

<3

July '10

I turned 17 on this month.

<3

August '10

Fasting month.

<3

I lost myself

September '10

Hari Raya.

This month i felt rich.

<3

I'm gaining my confidence.

<3

October '10

I felt smarter after getting my result.

Hi, welcome to Popeyes!

<3

I'm believing in myself again.

November '10

<3 OE Popeyes

<3 I'm moving on strongly

December '10

Harry Potter 7

Amir

Cambodia.

Christmas.

<3

My top 10 precious people in my 2010 life <3

1. Family

When I'm not strong, they're there for me.

When I'm turning evil/ insane , they're there to tell me I'm wrong.

When I'm kind, they're there to tell me I'm good.

When I'm pissed, they're there being quiet.

I've always love my family but this year I love my family because they're a family to me.

2. Smitha

When I'm sad, she's there to make me laugh.

When I'm happy, she's there to make me go crazy/

When I'm crazy, she's there to make me go active.

3. Amir

When I think I'm losing myself, he's there to tell me it's okay to be lost.

When I'm sad, he's there to cheer me up.

When I'm sleepy, he's there to see my unglam face

4. Alice + Wahidah

When I think I'm mean, they're there to remind me how nice I am.

When I'm craving for ice-cream, she's there to buy ice-cream for me.

When I miss Amir, she's there to tell Amir I miss Amir.

5. Faiz

When I'm not in good terms with Amir, he's there to make me understand Amir more.

When Amir's busy and not by my side, he's there to be the next annoying Amir.

When Amir disturb me, he's there to make the jokes more funnier.

6. Jiayi

When I'm lost in class, she's there to explain to me.

When I'm hyper, she's there to entertain my annoying-ness.

When I'm sad/ angry in school, she's there to calm me down.

7. Fendi

When I'm bored otw back home on friday , he's there to walk with me to clementi interchange.

When I'm bored in class, he's there to sms me.

When I'm looking lost in school, he's there to see my lost face.

8. Irfaniah

When I'm laughing, she's laughing too.

When I'm nonsensical, she's there to entertain me.

When I'm crazy, she's crazy too.

9. GPG

When I'm laughing, they're laughing too.

When I'm being like a bitch, they'll be bitches too.

When I see/ do stupid things during work time, they're there to witness them too.

10. Julyn

When I'm crazy, she's crazy too.

When I'm happy, she's there to join my happiness.

When I do stupid things, she's there to laugh at me.

hehe, make it 11.<3

Dear الله, 

thank you for letting me know these people :)

Amin.

So how's christmas?

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I'm not funny, i wish i am.

As my title goes "So how's Christmas?" ,

Christmas was awesome.

Hehe.

Though I don't party, I had an awesome Christmas because of Alice, Amir, Atikah, Saf, Yana and workmates :)

<3

Thanks Alice for the Ice-cream!

Really enjoyed eating Ice-cream with you! :)

Wuuuu~

Chilling sungguh bile ku go to work.

HEHE.

Thanks Saf and Yana for being funny during work:D

So kecoh lah krg!

"barbeque-ish, barbeque-ish, barbeque-ish,wish, wish, barbeque-ish!"

KEHEHEHE.

Aku suke kerje dgn krg!

HEHE.

Aww thanks Atikah for dropping down to workplace.

HEHE, you look super pretty yesterday:D

Minah Korean!

HEHE.

Lastly, thanks Amir for making me laugh like shit yesterday:)

With you around me, you make me feel as though my world is prefect.

<3

Can't wait for new year!

Wee~

Has anyone make their new year resolution?

:D

I haven't I think I'll make one when I'm ready.

HAHA.

Last year's wishes

Are this year's apologies

Every last time I come home

I take my last chance

To burn a bridge or two

I only keep myself sick in the head

Cause I know how the words get you

We're the new face of failure

Prettier and younger but not any better off

Bulletproof and loneliness

At best, at best

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Collect the bad habits

That you couldn't bare to keep

Out of the woods but I love

A tree I used to lay beneath

Kisses still there

From a sour bottle baby girl

With eyes the size of baby worlds

We're the new face of failure

Prettier and younger but not any better off

Bulletproof and loneliness

At best, at best

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

The best way

To make it through

With hearts and wrists in tact

Is to realize

Two outta three ain't bad

Ain't bad

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

(Honeymoon)

Sitting in a honeymoon

(In a honeymoon)

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Me and you

Sitting in a honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you 

the end.

you're mahirah, that's why i can't forget you

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i'm ugly.

Amir is the sweetest friend i ever have.

He's the only guy friend who can understand my confusion and my complicated mindset.

He doesn't blame me for being mean/ bad towards us.

Instead he blames himself for not being able to make us happen.

It's funny how an adorable and good-looking man like him can like an ugly and not pretty girl like me.

Maybe it's true when they said some handsome man likes ugly girl :Z

It's funny how I can be close to him when he's my ex-bf's best friend.

It's unbelievable that I can like him when he's actually was with his Ex that point of time.

When was the first time we told one another we like one another more than friends?

:)

Heh, it's funny if you're to think back how far we've been through.

From strangers to friendly-enemies to friends to close friends to scandals to PT-BF to Complicated friends to darlings to ... So what are we currently uh? :D

Gee, we're so whatever lah eh.

HAHA.

December's been a good month so far.

:)

AND Christmas is almost here.

Wee~

Can irritate my wonderful friends with my monotonous voice of Christmas Songs.

i <3 coffee, and you too my readers.

can you see the heart? <3

i guess you look through my heart instead of my ugly appearance :)

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby (repeat and fade) 

Hello, I'm Back in Singapore :)

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

I prefer Eminem rather than K-POP.

So I'm back from Cambodia safely.

Trip to Cambodia was very exciting, challenging and tiring :)

I <3 Cambodia and I miss Cambodia :(

Sorry Amir, Faiz, Fendi and Adam for sleeping when I'm supposed to meet all of you to give your souvenirs.

Haha, I promise I'll meet all of you soon. :D

Thanks for continue reading my blog even though I was away from Cambodia, really appreciate it.

Though maybe some of you who read my blog are just blog-hoppers or haters or to criticize my way of blogging, i still appreciate it :D

Huhu.

I really miss my family, friends and work:)

That reminds me to call the store and ask them my work schedule. :Z

Should get it done by tonight.

For now, i'll enjoy watching video and surfing the net.

Messages I appreciate when I was  in Cambodia:

Mommy

Alice

Amir

Fendi

Faiz

Ryan

Wahidah

december.

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

Slowness is my forte.

Sorry for the late update.

:(

I'm very sorry.

I was too busy and sick till i forgot to blog:(

I'm going to Cambodia next week, hence i won't be blogging again for another week.

But i promise you readers that I'll blog as soon as I get back home next week.

:)

Yes, that's a promise for you, my readers:)

Harry Potter 7 is awesome.

Yes, freaking awesome.

I'm going to watch Rapunzel after coming back from Cambodia:)

Hehe.

Amir and I are back on talking terms.

Awesome(Y)

Gosh, I think December's going to be a good month.

*Cross fingers really hard*

HAHA.

I sound so desperate in being happy.

haha, oh well.

maybe because i've been too unhappy for the past few months.

HAHA.

:D:D:D

I hope december's going to be a good month for all EARTHLINGS!

It has to be a good month:D

I can't wait for Christmas, wanna sing Christmas songs and irritate Amir:D

HOHOHO.

Many things to look forward to= Many things to prepare.

But I'm happy to be a busy girl.

:D

Alice Tan.

Wahidah.

<3