you're mahirah, that's why i can't forget you

Hi, I'm Mahirah.

i'm ugly.

Amir is the sweetest friend i ever have.

He's the only guy friend who can understand my confusion and my complicated mindset.

He doesn't blame me for being mean/ bad towards us.

Instead he blames himself for not being able to make us happen.

It's funny how an adorable and good-looking man like him can like an ugly and not pretty girl like me.

Maybe it's true when they said some handsome man likes ugly girl :Z

It's funny how I can be close to him when he's my ex-bf's best friend.

It's unbelievable that I can like him when he's actually was with his Ex that point of time.

When was the first time we told one another we like one another more than friends?

:)

Heh, it's funny if you're to think back how far we've been through.

From strangers to friendly-enemies to friends to close friends to scandals to PT-BF to Complicated friends to darlings to ... So what are we currently uh? :D

Gee, we're so whatever lah eh.

HAHA.

December's been a good month so far.

:)

AND Christmas is almost here.

Wee~

Can irritate my wonderful friends with my monotonous voice of Christmas Songs.

i <3 coffee, and you too my readers.

can you see the heart? <3

i guess you look through my heart instead of my ugly appearance :)

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby (repeat and fade)