Vesak day was a great one for me.
other than being busy with school project.
I'm busy taking my ecstasy (Counter strike), chat with Fendi.
Sorry for the late post as I'm busy with my school project.
I'll be back when it's holiday.
Hi, I'm Mahirah.
I'm a girl that makes a lot of people around her sad, angry and irritated.
Hence i wanna take this chance to say sorry sincerely from the bottom of my heart:)
Saying sorry may be easy for some people to say.
However, do they really mean it?
Now, I wanna take this chance to say sorry to everyone in the world.
Yes, everyone.
Sorry for whatever shit I've done to you.
I'm gonna change.
I know I can.
And I'll be serious once again.
:)
sincerely, mahirah.
"Today, I cried on the way back home. Life wasn't tough neither was it hard. So why am I crying? I, myself isn't sure why I cried today. I sucks. Serious! Can I just died while J-walking or choked while eating fishball or being murdered by a thief? Then I can rest in peace right? I may have regrets, but it's better that way.. Should i commit suicide? Why am I being such a damn fucking loser? I have great friends that are willing to listen to my problems. But why am I being such a coward and always run away when there's trouble/ problem? Why can't i be brave as I used to be? Ah fuck. MAybe because I think too much at my age.. Can i be a 10years younger and never grow up again? L.O.S.E.R. Yes, I'm such a loser. I wish I'm dead. Maybe this could be my last post? I may commit suicide right after uploading this post up.. I may sleep till I die.. I may overdose myself with drug and die.."
The above was just an old post of my friend's friend's friend. But how will you react if one of your friends happened to post such thing in his/her blog? Will you only then start to care and cherish him/ her? Or will you start to get worried and regret over the mistakes you've done to him/her? Or will you be happy that he/her is finally gone? Think about it. Are you sure you really care and know about your friend? Are you? Life's seriously unpredictable. You may wake up the next morning and find that your loved ones is gone forever/ stepped out of your life for some reasons. You may wake up to find that you hate your life. You may wake up and wish you never woke up to see the world. Life's can never be fair.
Today, on the way back home. There's a cute chinese guy that managed to get my attention <3
I didn't notice him until he kept on looking at me.
HAHA.
then his bus came and he looked at my direction.
Was he thinking that I'll be taking the same bus as him?
haha.
then i purposely looked inside his bus.
He looked at me.
:)
then my bus,99, came.
His bus was beside mine.
I saw him looking up.
:D
He made my day much much better.
I'm a girl that used to love chilli, chocolates and coffee.
Now, I'm trying my best not to eat those stuffs that often.
I'm into JPOP and KPOP.
Today wasn't a tiring day.
I stayed at home the whole day.
Erm...
Not really.
I did went out to help mommy pay the bills and withdraw some money,
Basically I spent most of my sunday at home.
:D
Tomorrow, gonna be busy doing project.
Hopefully, my group is able to finish up at least 60% of the project.
Don't be nice to me.
Say bad things about me while reading kay.
Love you.
I've been embarking on my poly life for 4weeks.
And yes, I have a great time in poly.
Thanks to my old schoolmates, debbie and shu fen, I never go to school +CCA alone.
Thanks to my new classmates, Jia Yi, Brenda, Yan Ting, Jovin, The GGs, Kiah Gek, I don't feel lonely during lessons/ group discussions.
Thanks to Shaylen, Angeline, Julyn, Julia, Nik, my S&W + IS lessons have never been boring.
Thanks to Irfaniah , I love going to JTC.
13-3 =10
now, only 10 people remains in their 4th abum.
:(
It's sad.
Very sad.
But you need to look at a bigger picture.
Life still has to go on for these 10people.
Charming, nonsensical, funny and cute guys known as super junior is back.
Ttheir concept for the fourth album is totally different from their 3rd album.
Many of them become more muscular, cool and stern.
it's just awesome to look at them.
:D
BONAMANA, is gonna be a HIT:)
Mother's day is ending in 6mins more.
then, Mommy's birthday is only 6mins away.
I still haven't gotten her anything.
I'm broke.
Serious.
But mommy will understand.
She doesn't want anything ,she just want us(my siblings and I) to be successful adults.
:)
She may not be the prettiest mom,
She may not be the coolest mom,
She may bot be the smartest mom,
But i know she cooks the nicest food in my world.
I can fucking be in love with her cooking.
I love her, not because she's my mom.
But because I'm her third child.
What's UPPPZZZZ?
AHAHAHA!
Hey lovely earthlings!
I hope everything's fine and cool for you.
Cause life's getting much much better for me each day.
Although at times, I may feel lonely and lost, I'm still lovin' it.
Ahahaha.
:DDD
Now, I'll let my webcam be the narrator.
Still remember the 13 cool looking male korean band that make a debut on a song called 'Sorry Sorry'?
Well these adorable, stunning, cool and charming guys are making a comeback on next thursday.
And yes, I can't wait for their comeback.
Oh my, look at how charming Hee Chul is with his blonde colured hair. hehe.
Yeah.
It's 1st may already.
Mommy's birthday coming in 9days time. ehm...
what should i buy for her? kehehehe.
yesterday was a great day.
S&W was fun, except for the part whereby Coach Kenny briefed us. XD
Then Idea Jump Start module was awesome!
My group made a great Rainbow Roller Coaster. Hehe.
I love my group.
Sadly, the lecturer said the group will change throughout the weeks.
:(
Oh well.
Life's unfair. hahahahahaha.
Then JTC was great.
We made Dango.
Yummy. Haha. XD
School has been great.
I hope it goes the same for you readers too. :)
