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Hi, I'm Mahirah

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Home

Isn't it sad to call a place 'Home' but no one is there to welcome you?
You lock yourself in a room.
Tears flow down your cheek, you cover your mouth afraid someone hears you.
You are ALONE. In the empty space.
Yet you call it 'Home' and all you want to do was to just stay there.
Because, afterall, 'Home' is the safest place to be.













Hi!!! How's everyone doing?
I hope you're fine :)
If you're not, don't worry.
You're going to be alright! ♥

Let me introduce to you a favourite Japanese Song of mine:
Find the way

どうして君は 小さな手で

傷を背負おうとするのだろう?

誰かの為だけじゃない見失わないで

どうして僕は 迷いながら

逃げ出すこと出来ないのだろう?

望むのは光射す日を日を...

FIND THE WAY

輝く宇宙に 手は届かなくても

響く愛だけ頼りに

進んだ道の先 光が見つかるから

YOU’LL FIND THE WAY

君は言った 永い夢をみた

とても哀しい夢だったと

それでもその姿は 少しも曇らない

僕言った 泣ていいんだと

ずっと傍に いてあげるよ

欲しいのは 抱き上げる手を手を...

FIND THE WAY

言葉なくても 飛ぶ翼はなくても

乱す風に負けぬ様に

今誰より早く 痛みに気付けたなら...

答えを出すこと きっとすべてじゃない

焦らなくて いいんだよ あなたも...

FIND THE WAY

輝く宇宙に 手は届かなくても

響く愛だけ頼りに

進んだ道の先 光が見つかるから

FIND THE WAY

言葉なくても 飛ぶ翼はなくても

乱す風に負けぬ様に

進んだ道の先 確かな光を見た... YOU’LL FIND THE WAY


Why do you, with your small hands,
try to carry all these wounds on your back?
It isn't for any one person's sake, please don't lose sight of that
Why am I, while hesitating,
unable to escape?
What I hope for is the sun, the sun to light the way...

Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
You'll find the way

You said, "I had a long dream...
It was a very sad dream,
but what I saw wasn't one bit clouded..."
I said, "It's okay to cry,
because I'll stay by your side no matter what."
What I wish for is a hand, a hand to reach up to me...

Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
Even if we're the first ones afflicted with this pain...

Giving an answer surely isn't everything
I'll be patient, it's all right, and so are you...

Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
At the end of the path we've traveled we finally saw the light...
You'll find the way

Everytime I feel sad, I will listen to this song.
I'll cry my heart out and I'll feel better.
I believe that whatever happens to me. I'll find a way to make things work in my favour.
I also believe that things happen for a reason. Life is unfair?
Yes. Life can never be fair. If it is to be fair, we'll never learn or grow to be a better human beings.


 


I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light

It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on this floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

 
I know.
I'm already torn.

 
Dear boys,


please stop lying to girls who you never want to be with in the first place.


Sincerely,


Mahirah

 For my readers,

Sincerely,

Mahirah

I wanna say thank you to all my friends who have been there for me when my life was breaking apart. ♥

 

When it comes to you, I'm not OKAY.